Catholics -- United States -- Fiction; Love stories; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; Young women -- Fiction
“Oh, thank you, thank you!” cried Cis. “You can’t know how much I
wanted it! Nor how I thank you! Truly, Mr. Lancaster, I’m so grateful I
can’t say it. To think of your bothering with me.”
“Oh, but, my dear Miss Adair! I protest! _Bothering_ with you! How
dreadful! And not _grateful_, you know! Aren’t we friends? You must
not be grateful to a friend! But I hope you’ll like your Missal; of
course you will! Now I’m talking nonsense, too! I wanted you to have
it for the Midnight Mass. You told me you’d never been to a midnight
Mass! It’s supremely beautiful; the _Adeste_, and that fourth stanza at
midnight: ‘_Ergo qui natus die hodierna_.’ Will you say one tiny prayer
for the Missal-giver?” cried Anselm Lancaster, so boyishly that Cis,
as well as Miss Braithwaite looked surprised, and Cis said with the
greatest friendliness, out of her own boyish side:
“I’ll say a big one! I’ll put you in with Miss Braithwaite and Nan. I’m
going to receive for Nan; to-morrow is her wedding day. And someone who
needs it most of all. I’ll put you into my intention, and if I mayn’t
be grateful, Mr. Lancaster, I’ll be entirely ungrateful, but I’ll think
you’re so good to me that I would be grateful if it weren’t terribly
wrong to be anything but ungrateful!”
Anselm Lancaster threw back his head and laughed aloud, and Miss
Braithwaite joined him. Cicely’s nonsense delighted her watchful
friend; it was a symptom of health. Anselm Lancaster had never seen her
mischievous; he found it delightful.
The church of St. Francis Xavier was crowded, but pews were held till
ten minutes after midnight, and Miss Braithwaite had brought her two
guests thither ten minutes before midnight tolled out from the clock on
the adjoining house and school building.
The Mass was beyond words solemn and beautiful: the vestments of cloth
of gold; the myriad lights; the scent of forest and incense; the great
organ, the hundred choristers, the sublime music, the _Adeste Fideles_,
sung with such fervor that all over the church people were sobbing with
love for this inexpressibly dear hymn. With this the Mass marched on
to its supreme moment, the greatest, the most inconceivable, the one
infinite action of finite man, which encircles all creation, from Adam
to the last born at the consummation of the world, performed in time,
going on eternally.
Cicely was wrapt into something like ecstasy. The Christmas eve which
she had dreaded had become the highest hour of joy which she had ever
known. She was swept beyond herself into the rapture of the angels who
first sang this Gloria to which she listened.
God had tested her; she had not failed Him. Now He was rewarding her
with a reward beyond her comprehension. She received this communion
with her face wet with tears of joy. At last, at last she knew in Whom
she had believed, blindly, yet faithfully believed.
The rain had ceased when Mass was over; the congregation came out into
starlight and an ice-clad world, shining under the light.
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