Catholics -- United States -- Fiction; Love stories; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; Young women -- Fiction
“No, on the whole, I think it were better that you should write,” said
Sister Bonaventure. “Mr. Moore might not come if we wrote him. He has
divorced the woman, and it is not likely that he feels tolerant of her
sins against him. If you write to him, telling him how you saved her
from death by her own hand, and that he must come at once to see her,
bid her farewell, and forgive her, that she may die in peace, hoping
for a higher forgiveness, I think that he may come on. Especially that
you have a claim upon him for the wrong that he so nearly did you.”
“Oh, Sister, you don’t, you can’t ask me to write to him!” cried Cis.
“How can I write him? And what may he not think? That I want to see
him, even that I may--”
“You will write to him as a disembodied spirit would write; you can
easily show him your motive. You really cannot refuse to write. The
poor woman wants to see him, to receive his pardon; she cannot die
in peace without it. I must tell you that we did write to him, to
Beaconhite. We know that the letter was forwarded, for otherwise it was
to have been returned in three days. He has not replied in any way.
You must write, Cicely; you must still further help Myrtle to die. As
to the man’s misinterpreting you, that will not outlast his coming,
and cannot harm you. If I did not know that you were wholly free
from personal desire in the matter, I would not let you write. I have
watched you, talking with you, and I understand you. As it is, I ask
you to write--at once.”
“I will!” cried Cis, swayed to Sister Bonaventure’s will by something
in her eyes.
“Oh, Sister Bonaventure, if you know me--and you do!--could I be one
of you here? Or a nun anywhere? Am I fit to be? It is so lofty, so
peaceful, so blessed!”
“You are entirely fit, my child, but not in the least fitted,” said the
nun, with the smile that drew hearts to her. “It is not that the best
come here, but the called come. The life is all that you say it is, but
peace is denied to no one who follows after it. You do not belong with
us, dear Cicely; not in any Community, but in a home whence you will
overflow to bring happiness and help into other lives.”
“As though you nuns didn’t!” sighed Cis, rising to go.
“Ah, yes, I know. Little mirrors reflect wherever they are hung!
Good-bye, my dear. Write that letter to-night and dispatch it,” said
Sister Bonaventure.
Cis wrote when she got back to her room at Nan’s. She did not let
herself pause for an instant to remember that she was writing to
Rodney--again!
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