Catholics -- United States -- Fiction; Love stories; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; Young women -- Fiction
The doorway framed this sweet picture of poignant suggestions; Rodney
halted and stood gazing at it motionless, silent, his face working with
pain. He came forward and put out his hand. Cicely laid hers in it,
then withdrew it and turned to resume her chair, wondering if Nan would
fetch away the baby.
“Take that more comfortable seat, Rodney,” she said. “This is my
godson; we are on the best of terms.”
“I am going away on the train that leaves here for Chicago at eight
minutes to two,” Rodney said, ignoring all extrinsic subjects.
“Myrtle’s people replied to a telegram from me that she might be buried
in their family lot; they live about fifteen miles outside Chicago. The
Sisters sent them word that Myrtle was in their hands, dying; they did
not reply. Neither did I reply to a letter from the Sisters. You made
me come on. Queer, isn’t it, that I, who am no relation to her, and you
who never knew her, are the only ones to see Myrtle out off the earth,
and decently put into it?” Rodney spoke with a visible effort.
“You are related to her; you two were made one flesh,” said Cis.
“Well, Cis, I’m going to own up! The Church is right. I’ve been feeling
that. Myrtle separated herself from me by a chasm that no honorable man
would cross; that’s all so. But the state did not divorce me from her;
it couldn’t. If marriage asserts itself, in spite of that impassable
chasm of disgrace and infamy, as it surely does, then it’s beyond the
reach of the state. You were right; I was wrong. If we had been married
last night, kneeling beside Myrtle, neither of us could have borne it.
Curious, isn’t it? But you were right. Is it any satisfaction to you to
have me acknowledge it? I hope it is. I was furiously, bitterly angry
with you, Cis, but you were right. I’m able to see now that it cost you
high to choose as you did.”
“It hurt, Rodney,” said Cis simply. “I don’t suppose I should say now
that it cost me high; I realize that I made a tremendous purchase at a
low rate. I’ve been thinking how strange it is: You are taking Myrtle’s
body to Chicago, then to her own people!”
“On that eight minutes to two,” Rodney corroborated her.
“Yes. How strange it is that you have come to say good-bye to me, and
are going away with Myrtle, after all,” Cis completed her thought.
“But, Cis, it is not reunited to her,” Rodney protested. “It is
recognition that the divorce did not set me free to marry you, but
there was far more than any decree separating me from Myrtle. And
therefore there is no reason for conventionality, no reason for
assuming that my wife has just died, and that I am on my way to bury
her. I am not; I am seeing her looked after and I grant you I could
not marry again on my divorce, yet there’s no wife of mine newly dead,
either. Cis, now I am free. Now the Church puts no barrier between us.
You can be as Catholic as you will, and yet marry me. There’s nothing
to wait for; we’ve spent a long probation. When, Cis?”
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