Catholics -- United States -- Fiction; Love stories; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; Young women -- Fiction
“Cis, dear,” began Anselm, sitting on the edge of the table as if
he meant to argue it out, “I think we don’t love again in that same
first way; it’s the dream of youth. I had it, too, but I was only a
lad of seventeen when I fell madly in love. You were older than I when
it happened to you but you were not much older, and you were no more
experienced, and experience is what counts in these things. There
is a glamor over everything that is part of that time of life, and
we have our first love hard. But, dear, it’s not in the same class
with our later, mature love. Do you imagine I felt for that little
fluffy girl of twenty whom I loved when I was seventeen, anything
like what I feel for you? Nor was that first love of yours, which you
so bravely conquered for God’s sake, the love you’ll feel for your
husband, who will be one with you in all things of soul and body. Cis,
honestly--though it may sound conceited--I am sure you love me. Will
you be sure of it? Father Morley, Miss Braithwaite, Jeanette, hope for
it.”
“Oh! Do they all know?” gasped Cis.
“That I love you? Surely. Blind little Cis not to have known it
yourself! But now that you do know it--”
“I couldn’t so much as think of marrying you!” Cis hastily interrupted
him. “Why, I’d be--what would I be? One of the people brought into a
country to serve it, then deserting its flag--a traitor! That’s it!
Miss Braithwaite imported me to live with her, be almost a daughter to
her. Much good I’d do her if I--”
“Now, Cicely, can’t you trust Miss Miriam to me?” Anselm interrupted
in his turn. “Do you suppose we haven’t discussed my hopes? Haven’t I
just told you that she wanted them fulfilled? Good mothers do not want
to mortgage their daughters’ lives; they want them to find their own
places and happily fill them. Miss Braithwaite shall not lose you if
I win you, dear one! She is most anxious for this marriage, Cis. ‘Cis
must come to me, Anselm; then you shall woo her at your best. She shall
be in her home, the home that holds you part of it, and I hope that
will incline her to harken to you. But if not, then at least she is
still in her own home; the dear child will be made secure however she
decides.’ That is what she said to me, Cicely beloved, before I went
away to try to bring you back. Marry me, then there will be another
besides ourselves happy; Miss Miriam the third rejoicing.”
“I don’t see how you can possibly mean that you want to marry me!” said
Cis slowly abandoning Miss Braithwaite’s cause. “Don’t you think you
mean someone else?”
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