and like the poor malefactor, with whose last struggles Prior has so
atrociously amused himself, "he often took leave, but was loath to
depart." Yet, on the other hand, to resign his life very speedily,
seemed his only chance for escaping the contumelies, perhaps the
tortures, of his enemies; and, above all other considerations, for
making sure of a burial, and possibly of burial rites; to want which, in
the judgment of the ancients, was the last consummation of misery. Thus
occupied, and thus distracted--sternly attracted to the grave by his
creed, hideously repelled by infirmity of nature--he was suddenly
interrupted by a courier with letters for the master of the house;
letters, and from Rome! What was their import? That was soon
told--briefly that Nero was adjudged to be a public enemy by the senate,
and that official orders were issued for apprehending him, in order that
he might be brought to condign punishment according to the method of
ancient precedent. Ancient precedent! _more majorum!_ And how was that?
eagerly demanded the emperor. He was answered--that the state criminal
in such cases was first stripped naked, then impaled as it were between
the prongs of a pitchfork, and in that condition scourged to death.
Horror-struck with this account, he drew forth two poniards, or short
swords, tried their edges, and then, in utter imbecility of purpose,
returned them to their scabbards, alleging that the destined moment had
not yet arrived. Then he called upon Sporus, the infamous partner in
his former excesses, to commence the funeral anthem. Others, again, he
besought to lead the way in dying, and to sustain him by the spectacle
of their example. But this purpose also he dismissed in the very moment
of utterance; and turning away despairingly, he apostrophized himself in
words reproachful or animating, now taxing his nature with infirmity of
purpose, now calling on himself by name, with adjurations to remember
his dignity, and to act worthy of his supreme station: _ou prepei
Neroni_, cried he, _ou prepeu næphein dei en tois toidætois ale, eleire
seauton_--i.e. "Fie, fie, then Nero! such a season calls for perfect
self-possession. Up, then, and rouse thyself to action."
Thus, and in similar efforts to master the weakness of his reluctant
nature--weakness which would extort pity from the severest minds, were
it not from the odious connection which in him it had with cruelty
the most merciless--did this unhappy prince, _jam non salutis spem sed
exitii solatium quærens_, consume the flying moments, until at length
his ears caught the fatal sounds or echoes from a body of horsemen
riding up to the villa. These were the officers charged with his arrest;
and if he should fall into their hands alive, he knew that his last
chance was over for liberating himself, by a Roman death, from the
burthen of ignominious life, and from a lingering torture. He paused
from his restless motions, listened attentively, then repeated a line
from Homer--
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