Hayward had forgotten he was a lackey, had forgotten he was a negro, had
forgotten he was anything save a Harvard man proud of his college,
proclaiming her fair record with love and joy, confident in himself as
one of her sons.... "As a man thinketh. so is he." ... The occasion was
trivial, but the transforming power of thought, its triumph over
circumstance, was strikingly evidenced in the footman’s face. Helen
noted that his bearing had lost every trace of conventional or conscious
servility, that he looked easily and confidently _a man_, calling no man
master.
After harrying Captain Jimmie enough to pay off all old scores they gave
him good-bye with a final yell for the crimson, and turned the launch
for home. In the run back Helen had her first opportunity to notice the
pennant. It was not hers.
"Hayward, whose flag is this?"
"Mine, Miss Helen. I could not find your mother quickly, and I brought
that to save time."
She looked from the flag to the negro. A nebulous idea floated through
her mind, and she tried to fix it, but it was too elusive. She put Nell
and Nancy off at their landings, and tried to grasp the intangible
explanation that was hovering about her brain. It was characteristic of
her to prefer working out her own answers to looking at them in the back
of the book. Finally, however, she decided she did not have a full
statement of the problem.
"When did you go to Harvard, Hayward?" she ventured.
"Class of 191-, Miss Helen."
"191-. Then you did not finish. The battle of Valencia was—"
"No, Miss Helen, I did not finish: but I understand two others of my
class who volunteered were passed on the spring term’s work and
graduated by a special resolution of the Overseers. I think I will
apply for my diploma sometime—if I need it."
Hayward spoke lightly, but his last words brought to Helen the same
question which had occurred to her so often in the last year since she
had discovered in him her father’s rescuer. They only made the question
more insistent.
He was a Harvard man,—to Helen’s mind a title of all excellence and
dignity. That explained much. His intelligence, even his physical grace
and soldierly courage, seemed to fit naturally into that character. But
why a flunkey?—shirking higher duties and the honours that pertained to
his degree, careless of the evidence of his scholarly merit, putting
aside the rewards of his soldierly heroism.
"Do you care nothing for everything, Hayward?—except this flag? You
seem to have valued it."
"It is the one possession dearest to my heart," he answered in simple
truth, and then showed the first faint trace of embarrassment she had
ever seen him exhibit.
"Yes, you have loved the Harvard pennant but concealed your Harvard
lineage. You champion Harvard’s name enthusiastically against Jimmie
Radwine’s gibes, but you affect to be careless of Harvard’s diploma.
You carry the Harvard culture, and yet—you choose to be a footman."
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