For a year now Helen had had an unconsciously growing regard for her
footman’s mental abilities and for his gift of entertaining her with his
tales of battle and camp and other incidental themes of conversation
which at odd times had beguiled the moments of the past summer after his
identity had been revealed to her as "the trooper of the 10th" of her
father’s most thrilling battle story. It was but natural that
conversation with a man of his cultivation of mind and wide information
should dull the sense of caste and superiority and enhance a feeling of
genuine respect. It was only occasionally now that she assumed an air
of command:—at best it is a difficult thing to patronize intellect.
Helen did not have an opportunity to hear Hayward’s proffered
explanation for quite a long time, and she cared little to know anything
further of it; but her attitude of mind toward him had changed. Formerly
she sometimes had wondered that a footman should be so intelligent.
Finding that he was a Harvard man, however, had reversed the problem.
It raised him to a level of respectability above his calling, and left
the fact that he was a serving-man to be accounted for as anomalous.
That he was a negro counted with her, of course, for naught one way or
the other. He was nothing less than a footman.
However, with all her democratic ideas, she was a President’s daughter;
and that he was a footman, until it was explained, and even after it was
explained,—as long, in fact, as he remained a footman,—would cause that
vacillation between anger and amusement which came to her yet with the
remembrance of his embarrassed declaration that her pennant was his
heart’s dearest possession.... She was somewhat annoyed by her own mild
self-consciousness—an unusual mental state for her; more so than by any
forwardness on the man’s part in speaking the speech,—for there had been
nothing of that.... She would not think of it.... Why should she think
of it? The idea was ridiculous. She would laugh it away.... Of course
the pennant was a dear possession: the man prized it as a memento of his
college life and his daringly won victory.... Certainly, it was a very
dear possession: she had similar school-day souvenirs which were
precious to her heart though recalling moments of less energy of loyalty
and wild delirium of joy.... Besides he may have meant, he could have
meant, nothing personal to herself,—for he could not have known her—she
was nothing more than a child seeing her first great football match—and
he had caught but a glimpse of her in all that yelling throng—if he had
seen her at all.... It would be a miracle if he remembered her... And
yet he seemed to remember.... Though why should she think so? He had
_said_ nothing to indicate it.... But he knew—she was sure that he
knew.... And what if he did know, and did value the pennant on that
account? The personal consideration was not imperative. Was she not
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