"My grandfather died in the front of battle, Miss Helen,—to make men
free. My father was a soldier. The first bauble that I can remember
playing with as a child was a medal of honour with its red, white and
blue ribbon which was given to him for some daring service to the flag,
I know not what. That medal and his good name was all that he left to
me. I lost the medal before I knew what it stood for, and I have
temporarily laid aside the name of Graham; but none the less is the
memory of that bronze eagle-and-star an inspiration to me to a life work
creditable to the name.
"When I enlisted I was really taking a large financial burden from my
mother, and if, after my first term of enlistment was up, I was
unthinking of her, it was because out of the blood of my fathers and my
army experience had been born a life ambition which filled all my
thoughts: the ambition to be a soldier. I was off my guard, for I had
never thought of my mother as having a human frailty. When she came to
place herself in my care I noticed, as I had not a month before, how far
spent was her strength, and I was alarmed at the sudden change in her
appearance. This change had come to her as it comes to many—with the
moment of her surrender to the inevitable. Men and women may stand with
determined and unshaken front against the assaults of weakness until it
wins into the very citadel of their strength and possesses everything
save the flag which flies at the tower-top. So with my mother: she had
stood to her duty till there remained of her wonderful energies only her
unshaken resolution, and when that flag was hauled down there was
nothing left to surrender."
Everything in the man’s tribute to his mother—sentiment and
metaphor—appealed to Helen, and the tears came to her lashes.
"But she still has the strength to be vastly ambitious for her son, Miss
Helen. Death itself will hardly weaken that. She talks to me of little
beside the day when I shall be an officer in the army."
"You aspire to a commission, then?"
"Yes; and it is for that reason that I desire the President shall not
know now that I am the man who carried him out of danger at Valencia. I
know that naturally he will be grateful, and I wish to make no draft
upon his gratitude till I ask for that commission. I expect much
difficulty, and I wish to marshal at one moment every circumstance in my
favour."
"As papa says, ’attack with horse, foot and guns,’" said Helen.
"Yes, that’s the idea. I had hoped that by the end of a second term of
enlistment my preparedness together with your father’s friendliness and
a growing liberality in public sentiment toward men of my race would win
for me my heart’s desire—a lieutenancy of cavalry."
"Your race will not count against you, Hayward," said Helen. "Papa has
no such provincial notions as that. And I am sure he will not be
ungrateful."
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