The chronicler of these events is aware that to the readers of this
history the bare statement of the fact that Helen and her footman were
wed comes as a shock. Nevertheless, it was a plain and straightforward
path by which a careless and pitiless Fate had blindly brought Helen to
her husband. A girl, treading by chance such a way as has been followed
since the world was young by the feet of maidens of high degree who have
loved below their station,—among the accidents and incidents of her
romance she had come, unwitting, to an open door, an ill-placed door not
designed for her passage, a "door of hope for the negro race" which her
idolized father had thought to fashion and set wide: and she had passed
it through—in reverse.
A secret marriage was not characteristic of Helen’s ideas. She was
betrayed into that by her warm impulsiveness. She had had a beautiful
programme arranged for the fates to follow in. With a heart full of
love and of dreams, and with faith in a future that would order itself
at her bidding, she had planned the whole course of events that should
lead up to a resplendent army wedding after Hayward had won his
commission. She never doubted for a moment that all her roseate
imaginings would come to pass, and railed upon him that he had not her
faith: for Hayward was a doubter. The sheer altitude of his good
fortune made him fearful and distrustful.
For the twentieth time she told off to him on her finger-tips the order
in which his fortune should ascend.
—"And then, when you are an officer—and famous—you will marry—me."
"But that may never be," the man had answered. "Suppose the Senate
should refuse to confirm my nomination? By your condition I should lose
the commission and—infinitely more—you. If your love and faith are
supreme you will marry me whether I win or lose."
"You shall not doubt my love or faith," Helen exclaimed impetuously. "I
will marry you now, and as the President’s son-in-law you can the more
surely succeed. The Senators would not offer a personal affront to—"
"But I must bring this honour to you, not you to me," Hayward
interrupted; "and, besides that, while I willingly, gladly, here and
now, surrender all hope of this commission for ever and for ever if only
you will marry me now, it is only fair to you for me to remind you that
your father would never appoint his own son-in-law to a lieutenancy in
the army."
"Oh, bother!" Helen protested. "I have my heart set on being a
soldier’s wife. Of course Papa couldn’t give a commission to one of his
family—what was I thinking about.... Well, there’s nothing to do but
wait, I suppose."
"And it may be an endless wait if the commission is to come first,"
Hayward reiterated. "It was an awful temptation to silence a moment ago
when you said you’d marry me now, but I could not trick you into it,
knowing how much you desire that commission."
Helen’s mind worked rapidly for half a minute.
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