"You disturb me in my work. You ride ruthlessly through the plans of
battle and campaign my textbooks show, and make sixes and sevens of
them. At sight of you the heaviest lines of battle dissolve into thin
air and into mist the fastest fortress falls. At the coming thought of
you brigades and armies melt away, and your face stands out a radiant
evangel of peace, the very thought even of wars and turbulences
dispelling.... What am I to do? I cannot chain myself to study the
science of strife when this heavenly vision is calling me—and it is ever
calling—to love and love only.... I am fully persuaded there is only
one thing worth thinking on in all the earth—and that is you."
* * * * *
His wife’s letters were all that mortal man could desire, but only the
more distracting for all that. They were always short, but grew in
warmth as the sense of freedom grew upon the writer. Hayward devoured
them with increasing hunger, and with the ever-recurring, never varying
signature, "Your wife," spark upon spark of impatience was enkindled
with his love. Finally he must of very necessity have some vent for his
restlessness. He sought diversion in the society of Lily Porter. In
fact he could with difficulty avoid her: she too had set her heart on an
army wedding.
Hayward had only the very kindliest of purposes toward Lily. He had
continued his correspondence with her during the summer. For the sake
of his plans unfolded to her in their last meeting before his going away
he could not break abruptly away from her—though the task of remaining
on friendly terms and yet not proceeding with the suit so nearly openly
avowed was a serious tax upon his resources and ingenuity. In his
apprehension "the fury of a woman scorned" loomed fearful and
threatening. The object of his apprehensions, on the other hand, while
she felt rather than saw the subtle change in him, was yet flattered by
his unaccustomed submissiveness to her caprices and experienced
delightful thrills of expectancy as she waited for a trembling
confession to crown his new-found humility.
"Lily," her father had said to her on a morning after one of Hayward’s
scattered visits, "I tol’ you once to drop that feller and I hoped you’d
done it. Understan’ I don’ want any footman comin’ here. We ain’t in
that class. You ought to have mo’ respec’ for yourse’f. What you want
with a servant hangin’ roun’ you when you can take your pick of the
professional men in town, I can’t see."
"Don’t worry about me, papa," the girl sang as she danced over to the
piano, "I’ll wed a military-tary man."
"Well, thank Heaven you ain’t got no idee of marryin’ that Hayward.
I’ll make it wuth while for you to marry a professional or a military
man either one, but none of my money for a footman, I tell you now."
"No footman for me either, papa. I’ll not marry a footman, I promise
you. I tell you I’m thinking of a military man."
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