Lily looked about to find the cause of collapse in her escort’s talk,
and saw the man’s peculiar look at Helen, whom she knew by sight. She
accounted for his confusion at once, but the blush that came to the
young Miss Phillips’ cheek and her evident self-consciousness were so
unaccountable as to be puzzling. She searched Hayward’s face keenly for
an explanation of his young mistress’s behaviour—and he did not bear the
scrutiny with entire nonchalance. Lily felt insulted in a way.
"I hope she will know us next time she sees us," she said snappishly.
No answer from Hayward; though he felt like a traitor for letting the
implied criticism go unchallenged.
"You must hurry and get your commission. It seems to disturb the fine
lady to see her footman enjoy the privileges of a gentleman. No doubt
she thinks it impertinent for a servant to deal in gallant speeches at
all, especially such a beautiful sentiment as she must have heard you
speaking."
Lily had hit the mark in the centre—but of course she did not know it.
That finely turned sentiment which he had thrown out with such impromptu
grace and rhetorical finish was taken word for word from his last letter
to his wife, and he had puzzled his brain for an hour in the choosing
and setting of the dozen words in which it sparkled. There was nothing
particularly personal in that dozen words, but how was Helen to know but
that they had been strung upon the same thread in the man’s conversation
with his unknown companion as they were in the letter lying at that
moment upon her own bosom.
Hayward did not enjoy the afternoon with Lily. He had hoped Helen had
not heard what he was saying, but Lily’s statement of opinion that she
had heard seemed to put the matter beyond doubt. He came home quite
disturbed in mind. He debated to himself whether to write to Helen or
wait for her answer to his last letter. He decided not to plead till he
was accused.
With the next morning came—no letter. Night—no letter. Another
morning—no letter. He wrote:
"Why do you not write to me—and why is your face so cold?"
The answer came: "Who is that woman? She is not your sister—for your
sister would not look at you like that—no, nor would you look at your
sister like that—nor would you say such a speech to your sister. Who is
she? And what right has such a woman, what right has any woman to hear
what your letters have said to me? That sentiment is mine—you gave it
to me. It is mine, _mine_—do you understand?—and you take it and
fritter it away on that—who is she? Keep away from her."
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