Like any other sufferer from intoxicants he had his periods of
depression. In such moments he felt that his marriage was a mockery,
that Helen was not his, would never be his, could never be his. Long
odds were against his getting his commission—even if the President
signed it the Senate would never confirm it. The fight would be too
long, and the issue hopeless—he could not win—his colour was too great a
handicap—curse it! A negro,—yes, a negro—and white men so insufferably
unjust to a negro—curse them all!—curse the whole white-faced race!—save
only her—she was his—yes, she _was_ his—his by love and law—they could
not take her from him, and he would have her yet despite the whine of
all the purblind, race-proud Senators who might oppose his
confirmation—curse them all! curse them all!!
Such moods were happily intermittent. Again he was himself—a man among
men—already a winner—the crowned king of Helen’s heart—the President’s
son-in-law. Away with doubt! To whom so much had come with ease
everything would come with effort. Confidence uplifted him.
* * * * *
Helen’s début was an event of note. No need for her to be the
President’s daughter to make it so. Her sensational beauty needed not
the stamp of official rank to give it currency, nor the sparkle of her
manner and speech any studied purpose to give them vogue. Dominion came
to her by divine right of beauty and wit and ingenuous girlish honesty.
In the stately East Room, dressed but not over-dressed for that occasion
in palms and ferns and flowers, beside her mother for two hours she
stood, the fairest, loveliest flower that ever graced that historic
hall, and received the new world which came to take her to itself.
Gowned in simplicity and maiden white—with the flush of unaffected joy
in her cheeks and the sparkle of genuine youth in her gray eyes—with the
splash of October sunsets in her dark hair—with a skin white and clear
as purity, but shot through with the evanescent glows and tints of
health—with neck, shoulders and arms rising from her gown like a
half-opened lily from its calyx—lissome and graceful indeed as a
lily-stem—virginal freshness in mind, manner and person: she was a
May-day morning.
"My dear," said Senator Ruffin as he bowed low over her hand, "may an
old man who admired your grandmother in her youth presume to express the
extravagant wish that you may be as happy as you are beautiful!"
"And may a young man," said Senator Rutledge, close following Mr.
Ruffin, "who has the orthodox faith that _perfect_ happiness is found
only in heaven, express the hope that the full consummation of Senator
Ruffin’s wishes for you may be long delayed?"
"And may you both live to repent of trying to turn a young girl’s head,"
Helen replied, making them a curtsey.
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