"Oh, no! That would _never_ do. It would be too plain,"—and Lily went
into a long disquisition to fetch her hard-headed old daddy to her way
of thinking. He showed some signs of relenting but could not be
persuaded that night. When the morning came it took all her powers to
push him to the point of sending a suitable note to Hayward: but she
accomplished it. Hayward’s stinging, sarcastic, withering reply was not
written till late in the afternoon, and in the footman’s agitation over
other concerns was not mailed till his mother found it in his room on
the day after that. By the time Mr. Henry Porter received it, other
events had come to pass that gave it some emphasis....
When Hayward Graham returned to his room after his dismissal from
Porter’s house he found a letter addressed to him in his wife’s writing.
He tore it open hungrily.
"You say you would joyfully die to atone. That would be the very best
thing you could do—the only fitting thing you could do.—H."
A grim smile lighted the man’s face. At the moment the blood of some
long-dead cavalier ancestor splashed through his heart, and he wrote the
brief reply.
"Your wish is law, and shall be obeyed. Grant me one day to put my
house in order."
* * * * *
Her maid handed the message to Helen before she was out of bed the next
morning. The girl read it, caught its meaning, and shook with an ague
of fear. Her love for her husband, outraged and stricken, may not have
been dead—for who shall speak the last word for a woman’s heart?—and her
tender soul recoiled at the murder so calmly forespoken: and yet neither
of these impulses was elemental in her agony of terror. Her impetuous
letter of the day before, breaking a silence she had sworn to keep, was
not intended as a reply to anything that Hayward had written. It was
but a wild protest against the new-born realization that her situation
was tragic, and could not be ignored nor long concealed. She had not
meant to suggest or to counsel death, but to rail against life. The
possibility of his taking-off had not occurred to her. His letter
terrified her! Death!—her husband’s death? It was the one thing that
must _not_ be! When she had read his words, her blood was ice. "No!
No!" her teeth chattered as she dressed, "he must not, he must not!" In
the nervousness, the weakness, the faintness, the sickness into which
fevered meditations upon the day-old revelation had shaken her, she did
not think to question the sincerity of Hayward’s purpose at
self-destruction. The calamity was imminent—and trebly calamitous. The
chill of more than death was upon her. When she had dressed she dashed
off a hurried scrawl.
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