Although they were of the same broad political creed, the stage of
antagonism to which he and Senator Killam had come during the younger
man’s short term in the Senate bordered on the acute. It had reached
the point where they were studiously polite to each other. Senator
Killam did not usually trouble himself to be civil to any person who
aroused his antipathy, but he had the idea that it would be conceding
too much to young Rutledge’s importance to show any personal
unfriendliness to him. Nevertheless, with all their outward show of
friendliness, they were both out for blood: Rutledge, because of the
many of the older man’s taunts and sarcasms which still rankled in his
memory; and Senator Killam, because, whatever the time and whoever his
opponent, he always gave a correct imitation of being out for the blood
of any man that opposed him.
Rutledge had already begun to be very busy with his campaign before his
decisive conversation with Elise. When, some ten days later, he
received a letter from his mother in which she set out to discuss his
admiration for Elise in light of Helen’s marriage, he found himself
entirely too pressed for time to do more than read the opening
sentences, and lay it reverently away.
He tried to forget Elise,—as many another lover has done before him, and
with about the usual lack of success. For the remainder of the
Washington season he cut all his social engagements that were not
positively compelling and fortunately did not chance to see her again
but twice before he went South to take an active hand in the primary
campaign.
On those two occasions she exhibited the perfection of impersonal
interest, but Rutledge, remorseful for his indefensible behaviour toward
her at Mrs. Hazard’s, was conscious that, curiously enough to him, her
gentle dignity had not the faintest trace of offence. It seemed rather
to hold an elusive though palpable element of friendliness. This was
puzzling, but he did not attempt to explain it to himself. He had
suffered enough from the riddle of her moods, and he was afraid to try
to explain it. He was convinced that she was not for him—had she not
told him so?—and that, having lost her, it was imperative that he think
no more about her lest he lose everything else he had set to strive for.
So he strove only to lose the disquieting thought of her out of his
work.
President Phillips, also, in those days was attempting to flee his
thoughts in a wilderness of work. Unlike Rutledge, with him there was a
tax upon heart as well as brain in the political task before him.
Rutledge could not feel aggrieved if the people of his State declined to
send him to the Senate, for by no merit or custom had he a pre-eminent
claim upon them. Defeat, however disappointing, could bring him no
heart-burning.
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