"Say, you!"—he leaned far over the edge of the platform and shook his
fist in a towering rage at his admirer who now stood revealed—"I give
you to understand that I don’t want the support of any such damn
scoundrel as you or any of your folks, you infernal—" but bless you,
though the Senator was screaming his denunciation, the rest of it was
lost to history in the war of applause in which "Killam!" and
"Rutledge!" seemed to bear about equal weight. The deafening crash of
sound seemed to double when Mr. Killam, ceasing his screaming pantomime,
stepped quickly over to Rutledge and extended his hand, which Rutledge
took and shook with warmth as the old man spoke something that of course
the crowd could not hear.
* * * * *
After the speaking was finished, Rutledge went back to his hotel, and,
taking from the clerk a bundle of mail that had been forwarded to him,
climbed up to his room to look it over.
The third letter he opened was in a plain business envelope with
typewritten address. He read:
"Unspeakably false? No, no, Evans, I am not false. I have not been
false: for I love you. Such a long time I have loved you. Sometimes I
have believed you loved me, and sometimes I have doubted; but I do not
doubt since you told me to-night I was unspeakably false. Shame on you
to swear at your sweetheart so!—and bless you for saying it, for now I
know. O why did you not say it earlier so that I might not have misread
you? I thought you felt yourself committed, and must go on: that your
love was dead, but honour held you. You looked so distressed, dear
heart, that I was misled. Forgive me. And do not think I do not know
your distress. I, too—but no, I must not. I love you, I cannot do
more. In your rage were you conscious that your kiss fell upon _my
lips_, dearest? Blind you were when you said I was unspeakably false—"
*CHAPTER XL*
Elise Phillips had not stirred from Virginia Springs since coming there
with her mother and two little sisters early in April. Her father had
visited them regularly each week-end except when imperative official
duties forbade, and had suggested at his almost every coming that Elise
take some little outing from her mother’s bedside. Elise would not go.
She was as constant in ministering to her mother as was the nurse in
charge.
Not even when her father died did she go to look upon him in farewell,
for she was momentarily fearful lest her mother go away also for ever.
It was a forced choice between the claims of the living and the dead.
Her heart was torn with a distressing sense of her father’s loneliness
in death—going to his grave in state, thousands following his
catafalque—and yet not a single member of his family beside him: her
mother and Helen prostrated, Katherine and May too very young, and she
herself drawn on the rack of a divided duty.
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