Before they reached the summit on this summer afternoon, the little May
was sufficiently exercised, and wished to return. Permitting her and
Katherine to go back alone, Elise climbed on to the top of the hill. and
sitting down in her favourite seat, looked steadily into the west—into
the future—into her heart.... Pride is inherently not a bad thing. Nor
are its works always evil. Elise’s pride in her love finally rebelled
against her evil thinking of her lover. It preferred to think good of
him, and it began to construct a defence of him.... First it set up
that she had refused him pointblank, had denied her own love, and that
after such a dismissal she certainly could demand from him nothing in
the way of loyalty. Further, before dismissing him she had led him on
to hope, no doubt about that; and in the light of her conduct his
denunciation was just: she had mocked him—he was justified in thinking
she was unspeakably false. What right, then, had she now to demand of
his love that it should be loyal, that it should sacrifice his political
future, that it should confess to a hope,—or even to a desire, if he had
so meant it? Her heart admitted she was estopped.... Yet it could not
be content and dismiss the matter from her thinking.... Had he meant to
deny desire in denying hope? She asked herself the question.... Could
one negative hope without admitting desire? ... Is there not desire in
the dead as in the living hope? Do not hope and hopeless premise
desire? ... Elise’s mind was wandering in the maze of the psychology of
hope, when she looked about to see coming up toward her _the man_.
* * * * *
Rutledge caught a train Washington bound in thirty minutes after reading
Elise’s fragment of a letter. He sent a telegram to his campaign
manager, Robertson: "I am called north on business. Will miss
Greenville meeting. Represent me there. It is probable I can make
Laurens meeting Tuesday."
The hurry of his departure over, he sat in the Pullman and persuaded
himself that he was undecided as to what he should do and was giving a
judicial consideration to the advisability of marrying a woman
sister-in-law to a negro: but the while he thought he was debating the
matter Kale Lineberger was whisking the New York and New Orleans Limited
along the curves of the Big Thicketty and across the bridges of the
Broad and the Catawba—speeding him on toward the girl—as fast as an
expert handling of throttle, lever and "air" could turn the
driving-wheels of the mammoth "1231" and keep her feet on the rails....
As Rutledge in the cool of Sunday morning stepped from the rear sleeper,
Jim McQueen climbed down from the engine, oil-can in hand.
"Well," said Jim, taking a look at his watch, "here’s one Southern train
under a Washington shed on time,—if I do say it, as shouldn’t." ...
Rutledge had not lost ten seconds in his coming to Elise.
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