"Wait a moment, Mr. Graham. You must understand that in our prejudgment
of these cases we do not arrogate to ourselves infallibility; but that
in our treatment of them we do demand for ourselves absolute authority
to say what shall and what shall not be done, and the very strictest
obedience to that. This is a very peculiar case. It has one element
that is altogether unique. Never before have I met it in my practice or
seen it in the books. I am doing the best I can with it, and if you do
not de—"
"That is not it, doctor. I have no suggestions to make to you as to the
proper treatment, nor any objection, indeed, to complying with any
reasonable restriction; but when you say that I shall not see or
communicate with my wife at any time, it seems unreasonable. Does she
have no lucid intervals in which I might see her? Does she never think
or speak of me—never write to me?"
"Yes, Mr. Graham, she has lucid intervals. She speaks of you at times,
oftentimes. And she writes to you occasionally, but I have decided that
it would not—"
"Has written to me? And you have not sent me the letters? Surely,
surely, doctor, I am not crazy, that you should withhold letters from
me! Have you the letters? Has she written often?"
"She has written often; but only on two occasions was there anything
except disjointed sentences. She—"
"And when was that? And where are the letters?"
"I have them," replied the doctor, "but I do not think that—"
"I demand to see them, sir! I’m not in your hospital for treatment!"
"Very well," said the doctor, "I’ll get them for you."
He went to a filing cabinet and took out a package of papers and came
back across the room with two sheets of paper which he handed to
Hayward, and watched him as he read them.
The first was as sweet and gentle and loving a letter as the heart of
man could desire. Some of the references in it were a little bit
obscure and inaccurate, but Hayward was too much elated with the tender,
petting things it said to notice trifles so inconsequential. He
revelled in it like a hungry man at a feast. He gulped down its
sweetness ravenously: and took the second. What! The first sentence
was the jab of a misshapen barb—and every following sentence a twisting
of that barb in the flesh.
"My God, this is awful!" he groaned. "I am sorry you gave it to me.
Have you no other like the first?"
"No," said the doctor. "All her other writings have been mere scraps or
incoherent mixtures of such things as are in the first letter you have
there with such as are in the one you have just read. These are the
only ones in each of which her mood was fixed and distinct."
Hayward took the first letter and read it over again as hungrily as at
first.
"In which mood does she seem most to be?" he asked.
"In the mood to write that first letter, fortunately; but the case is
peculiar in that very fact. I have studied it with—"
"Let me see her," Hayward broke in. "May I see her? I must see her!"
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