“But you jump to conclusions like a baby!” cried the girl, too quick
for him in following up a confusing advantage. “I never heard anybody
like you for flying from one wild notion to another; first you say he
must have made you fire, though you own you were walking in your sleep
with a loaded revolver, and then you’re sure you never fired at all,
simply because you find the revolver fully loaded after days and days!
Then you find a photograph that needn’t necessarily be what we thought
it, that my uncle needn’t have taken even if it was; but you jump to
another conclusion about him, and you dare to speak of him to me as
though you knew every horrid thing you chose to think! As if you knew
him and I didn’t! As if he hasn’t been kind and good to me for years
and years—and kind to you—far too kind——”
The strained voice broke, tears were running down her face, and in it
and them there was more sincerity. Grief, and not anger, was the well
of those bitter tears. And it was in simple supplication, not
imperiously any more, that she pointed to the door when speech failed
her. The boy’s answer was to go close up to her instead. “Will you
come with me?” he asked hoarsely.
She shook her head; she was past surprise as well as indignation; she
could only shake her head.
“My people would be as good to you as ever he was,” urged Pocket
extravagantly. “They’d understand, and you’d stay with us, Phillida!
You might live with us altogether!”
She smiled very faintly at that.
“Oh, Phillida, can’t you see that they’d do anything for you after all
we’ve been through together? And I, oh! there’s nothing I wouldn’t do
if only you’d come with me now this minute! I know there’s a train
about ten, and I know where we could borrow the money on the way. Come,
Phillida, get on your things and come away from all this horror!”
He had gone on, even into details, encouraged by the tolerance or
apathy which had allowed him to go on at all. He took it for
indecision; but, whatever it was, she shook it off and declared once
for all that she would never leave Dr. Baumgartner, even if everything
was true about him, and he as mad as that would make him out.
“But he is!” cried Pocket, with most eager conviction. “That’s the only
possible explanation, and you’d believe it fast enough if you’d heard
all he said to me that first night, and been with me in the dark-room
when he developed his negative of the man he said I shot! You’d see how
it all fits in, and how this other negative this morning simply shows
he was at the bottom of that other affair as well! Of course he’s mad;
but that’s the very reason why I can’t go and leave you with him.”
“He would be as he’s always been to me.”
“I believe he would,” said honest Pocket.
“Then why don’t you go away and leave us?”
“Because I can’t.”
“Because you won’t!”
“Very well, because I won’t and never will! But, mind you, it’ll be
your fault if anything happens to either of us after this!”
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