Lovable, however, he had never been, though more than good and kind to
her for all that. He had never taken her into his life, or entered into
hers, in the many years they had been more or less together. All she
really knew of him was from her mother, whose elder sister he had
married soon after the Franco-Prussian War, and lost soon after
marriage. He must have been settled in England many years before
Phillida’s mother, herself an Englishman’s widow, came to keep house
for him. The girl could not remember her father, but her mother had
lived to see her in her teens, and in her lifetime Dr. Baumgartner had
seemed much as other men. It was only of late years that he had
withdrawn from a world in which he was justly honoured, and buried
himself ever deeper in his books and his photographic experiments. His
niece had never known anything of these; he had told her nothing, and
she had always gone in awe of him. But he had sent her to school, he
was going to send her to college, he had only just given her six
months in Switzerland. It was during those months that all his
eccentricities had become pronounced; that he had given up servants,
and taken to doing half the work of the house himself, with the casual
aid of charwomen, and saving the other half by having the meals in from
a restaurant. Phillida had no influence with him in these or any other
matters. She only blamed herself for not having realised the change in
him and done more to save him from himself. He had done so much for
her, whatever madness might have overtaken him in the end; her own
kinsfolk so much less, for all their opulent integrity. Nothing could
make her forget what he had done. She never could or would desert him;
it was no use asking her again; but she took her callow champion’s
hand, and wrung it with her final answer, which was unaccompanied by
further prayers for his departure.
And Pocket could understand her now, though it was no consecutive tale
that he heard, but a very chaos of excuses and extenuations, regrets,
suppositions, and not always revelant recollections, of which he had to
make what he could in his own mind. What he made was a narrative so
natural that he could not believe it was the life-story of a murderer.
His own convictions became preposterous in his own eyes. What had he
been thinking about all day? Was that the way a murderer would behave?
Was this the way a murderer would live, in these surroundings, with
those books about him, with that little billiard-table in the next
room? Had those waxen murderers in the garish vault lived ordinary
lives as well? Pocket had only thought of them as committing their
dreadful deeds, yet now he could only think of Baumgartner as living
this ordinary life.
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