The Cameron pride; or, purified by suffering : $b A novelHolmes, Mary Jane
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The Cameron pride; or, purified by suffering : $b A novel
Holmes, Mary Jane
American fiction -- 19th century
“Tell me of Silverton; you don’t know how I want to go there; but
Wilford does not think it best, at present. Next fall I am surely going,
and I picture to myself just how it will look: Morris’s garden, full of
the autumnal flowers—the ripe peaches in our orchard, the grapes
ripening on the wall, and the long shadows on the grass, just as I used
to watch them, wondering what made them move so fast, and where they
could be going. Will it be unchanged, Marian? Do places seem the same
when once we have left them?” and Katy’s eager eyes looked wistfully at
Marian, who replied, “Not always—not often, in fact; but in your case
they may. You have not been long away.”
“Only a year,” Katy said. “I was as long as that in Canandaigua; but
this past year is different. I have seen so much, and lived so much,
that I feel ten years older than I did last spring, when you and Helen
made my wedding dress. Darling Helen! When did you see her last?”
“I was there five weeks ago,” Marian replied; “I saw them all, and told
them I was coming to New York.”
“Do they miss me any? Do they talk of me? Do they wish me back again?”
Katy asked, and Marian replied, “They talked of little else, that is
your own family. Dr. Morris, I think, did not mention your name. He has
grown very silent and reserved,” and Marian’s eyes were fixed
inquiringly upon Katy, as if to ascertain how much she knew of the cause
for Morris’s reserve.
But Katy had no suspicion, and only replied, “Perhaps he is vexed that I
do not write to him oftener, but I can’t. I think of him a great deal,
and respect him more than any living man, except, of course, Wilford;
but when I try to write, something comes in between me and what I wish
to say, for I want to convince him that I am _not_ as frivolous as he
thinks I am. I have _not_ forgotten the Sunday-school, nor the church
service; but in the city it is so hard to be good, and the service and
music seem all for show, and I feel so hateful when I see Juno and
Wilford’s mother putting their heads down on velvet cushions, knowing as
I do that they both are thinking either of their own bonnets or those
just in front.”
“Are you not a little uncharitable?” Marian asked, laughing in spite of
herself at the picture Katy drew of fashion trying to imitate religion
in its humility.
“Perhaps so,” Katy answered. “I grow bad from looking behind the scenes,
and the worst is that I do not care,” and then Katy went back again to
the farm-house asking numberless questions and reaching finally the
_business_ which had brought her to Marian’s room.
There were spots on Marian’s neck, and her lips were white, as she
grasped the bundles tossed into her lap—the yards and yards of lace and
embroidery, linen, and cambric, which she was expected to make for the
wife of Wilford Cameron; and her voice was husky as she asked directions
or made suggestions of her own.
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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