The Cameron pride; or, purified by suffering : $b A novelHolmes, Mary Jane
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The Cameron pride; or, purified by suffering : $b A novel
Holmes, Mary Jane
American fiction -- 19th century
For a moment Katy was indignant, but when he said to her kindly: “Would
Helen be pleased?” her tears started at once, and she attempted an
excuse for her weak folly, accusing Sybil Grandon as the first cause of
the ambition for which she hated herself.
“She had been held up as my pattern,” she said, half bitterly, and
forgetting to whom she was talking—“she, the one whom I was to imitate;
and when I found that I could go beyond her, I yielded to the
temptation, and exulted to see how far she was left behind. Besides
that,” she continued, “is it no gratification, think you, to let
Wilford’s proud mother and sister see the poor country girl, whom
ordinarily they would despise, stand where they cannot come, and even
dictate to them if she chooses so to do? I know it is wrong—I know it is
wicked—but I like the excitement, and so long as I am with these people
I shall never be any better. Mark Ray, you don’t know what it is to be
surrounded by a set who care for nothing but fashion and display, and
how they may outdo each other. I hate New York society. There is nothing
there but husks.”
Katy’s tears had ceased, and on her white face there was a new look of
womanhood, as if in that outburst she had changed, and would never again
be just what she was before.
“Say,” she continued, “do _you_ like New York society?”
“Not always—not wholly,” Mark answered; “and still you misjudge it
greatly, for all are not like the people you describe. Your husband’s
family represent one extreme, while there are others equally high in the
social scale who do not make fashion the rule of their lives—sensible,
cultivated, intellectual people, of whose acquaintance one might be
glad—people whom I fancy your sister Helen would enjoy. I have only met
her twice, but my impression is that _she_ would not find New York
distasteful.”
Mark did not know why he had dragged Helen into that conversation,
unless it were that she seemed very near to him as he talked with Katy,
who replied:
“Yes, Helen finds good in all. She sees differently from what I do, and
I wish so much that she was here.”
“Why not send for her?” Mark asked, casting about in his mind whether in
case Helen came, he, too, could tarry for a week and leave that business
in Southbridge, which he must attend to ere returning to the city.
It would be a study to watch Helen Lennox there at Newport, and in
imagination Mark was already her sworn knight, shielding her from
criticism, and commanding for her respect from those who respected him,
when Katy tore his castle down by answering impulsively:
“I doubt if Wilford would let me send for her, nor does it matter, as I
shall not remain much longer. I do not need her now, since you have
shown me how foolish I have been. I was angry at first, but now I thank
you for it, and so will Helen. I shall tell her when I am in Silverton.
I am going there from here and oh, I so wish it was to-day.”
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