The Cameron pride; or, purified by suffering : $b A novelHolmes, Mary Jane
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The Cameron pride; or, purified by suffering : $b A novel
Holmes, Mary Jane
American fiction -- 19th century
She was looking straight at Helen, who shivered as she met an expression
so unlike Katy, and so like to that a hunted deer might wear if its
offspring were in danger.
“Say, do you think they will?” she continued, shedding back with her
thin hand the mass of tangled curls which had fallen about her eyes.
“Whom do you mean by _they_?” Helen asked, coming near to her, and
sitting down upon the bed.
There was a resentful gleam in the blue eyes usually so gentle, as Katy
answered,
“_Whom_ do I mean? _His folks_, of course! They have been the
instigators of every sorrow I have known since I left Silverton. Oh,
Helen! never, never marry anybody who has _folks_, if you wish to be
happy.”
Helen could not repress a smile, though she pitied her sister, who
continued,
“I don’t mean father Cameron, nor Bell, for I believe they love me.
Father does, I know, and Bell has helped me so often; but Mrs. Cameron
and Juno, oh, Helen, you will never know what _they_ have been to me.”
Since Helen came to New York there had been so much else to talk about
that Katy had said comparatively little of the Camerons. Now, however
there was no holding back on Katy’s part, and beginning with the first
night of her arrival in New York, she told what is already known to the
reader, exonerating Wilford in word, but dealing out full justice to his
mother and Juno, the former of whom controlled him so completely.
“I tried so hard to love her,” Katy said, “and if she had given me ever
so little in return I would have been satisfied; but she never did—that
is, when I hungered for it most, missing you at home, and the loving
care which sheltered me in childhood. After the world took me into favor
she began to caress me, but I was wicked enough to think it all came of
selfishness. I know I am hard and bad, for when I was sick, Mrs. Cameron
was really very kind, and I began to like her; but if she takes baby
away I shall surely die.”
“Where is baby to be sent?” Helen asked, and Katy answered,
“Up the river, to a house which Father Cameron owns, and which is kept
by a farmer’s family. I can’t trust Kirby. I do not like her. She keeps
baby asleep too long, and acts so cross if I try to wake her, or hint
that she looks unnatural. I cannot give baby to her care, with no one to
look after her, though Wilford says I must.”
Katy had never offered so violent opposition to any plan as she did now
to that of sending her child away.
“I can’t, I can’t,” she repeated constantly, and Mrs. Cameron’s call,
made that afternoon, with a view to reconcile the matter, only made it
worse, so that Wilford, on his return at night, felt a pang of
self-reproach as he saw the drooping figure holding his child upon its
lap and singing its lullaby in a plaintive voice, which told how sore
was its heart.
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