The Cameron pride; or, purified by suffering : $b A novelHolmes, Mary Jane
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The Cameron pride; or, purified by suffering : $b A novel
Holmes, Mary Jane
American fiction -- 19th century
“For my part,” she said, “I think there has been too much fault-finding
and dictation from the very day of the child’s birth till now, and if
God takes it, I shall think it a judgment upon you. First you were vexed
with Katy because it was not a boy, as if she were to blame; then you
did not like it because it was not more promising and fair; next it was
in your way, and so you sent it off, never considering Katy any more
than if she were a mere automaton. Then you must needs forbid her taking
it home to her own family, as if they had no interest in it. I tell you,
Will, it is not _all_ Cameron—there is some Barlow blood in its
veins—Aunt Betsy Barlow’s, too, and you cannot wash it out. Katy had a
right to take her own child where she pleased, and you are not a man if
you censure her for it, as I see in your eyes you mean to do. Suppose it
had stayed in New London and been struck with lightning—_you_ would have
been to blame, of course, according to your own view of things.”
There was too much truth in Bell’s remarks for Wilford to retort, even
had he been disposed, and he contented himself with a haughty toss of
his head as she left the room to get herself in readiness for the
journey she insisted upon taking. Wilford was glad she was going, as her
presence at Silverton would relieve him of the awkward embarrassment he
always felt when there; and magnanimously forgiving her for the
plainness of her speech, he was the most attentive of brothers until
Silverton was reached and he found Dr. Grant awaiting for him. Something
in his face, as he came forward to meet them, startled both Wilford and
Bell, the latter of whom asked quickly,
“Is the baby better?”
“Baby is dead,” was the brief reply, and Wilford staggered back against
the door-post, where he leaned a moment for support in that first great
shock for which he was not prepared.
Upon the doorstep Bell sat down, crying quietly, for she had loved the
child, and she listened anxiously while Morris repeated the particulars
of its illness and then spoke of Katy’s reproaching herself so bitterly
for having brought it from New London. “She seems entirely crushed,” he
continued, when they were driving towards the farm-house. “For a few
hours I trembled for her reason, while the fear that you might reproach
her added much to the poignancy of her grief.”
Morris said this very calmly, as if it were not what he had all the
while intended saying, and his eye turned towards Wilford, whose lips
were compressed with the emotion he was trying to control. It was Bell
who spoke first, Bell who said impulsively, “Poor Katy, I knew she would
feel so, but it is unnecessary, for none but a _savage_ would reproach
her now, even if she were in fault.”
Morris blessed Bell Cameron in his heart, knowing how much influence her
words would have upon her brother, who brushed away the first tear he
had shed, and tried to say that “of course she was not to blame.”
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