The Cameron pride; or, purified by suffering : $b A novelHolmes, Mary Jane
General
The Cameron pride; or, purified by suffering : $b A novel
Holmes, Mary Jane
American fiction -- 19th century
“Positively, Cousin Morris, he acted all the while he was in the church
as if he were doing something of which he was ashamed; and then did you
notice how impatient he seemed when the neighbors were shaking hands
with Katy at the depot, and bidding her good-bye? He looked as if he
thought they had no right to touch her, she was so much their superior,
just because she had married _him_, and he even hurried her away before
Aunt Betsy had time to kiss her. And yet the people think it such a
splendid match for Katy, because he is so rich and generous. Gave the
clergyman fifty dollars and the sexton five, so I heard; but that does
not help him with me. I know it’s wicked, Morris, but I find myself
taking real comfort in hating Wilford Cameron.”
“That is wrong, Helen, all wrong,” and Morris tried to reason with her;
but his arguments this time were not very strong, and he finally said to
her, inadvertently, “If _I_ can forgive Wilford Cameron for marrying our
Katy, you surely ought to do so, for he has hurt _me_ the most.”
“_You_, Morris! YOU, YOU!” Helen kept repeating, standing back still
further and further from him, while strange, overwhelming thoughts
passed like lightning through her mind as she marked the pallid face,
where was written since the morning more than one line of suffering, and
saw in the brown eyes a look such as they were not wont to wear.
“Morris, tell me—tell me truly—did you love my sister Katy?” and with an
impetuous rush Helen knelt beside him, as, laying his head upon the
table he answered,
“Yes, Helen. God forgive me if it were wrong. I _did_ love your sister
Katy, and love her yet, and that is the hardest to bear.”
All the tender pitying woman was roused in Helen, and like a sister she
smoothed the locks of damp, dark hair, keeping a perfect silence as the
strong man, no longer able to bear up, wept like a very child. For a
time Helen felt as if bereft of reason, while earth and sky seemed
blended in one wild chaos as she thought, “Oh, why couldn’t it have
been? Why didn’t you tell her in time?” and at last she said to him, “If
Katy had known it! Oh, Morris, why didn’t you tell her? She never
guessed it, never! If she had—if she had,” Helen’s breath came
chokingly, “I am very sure—yes, I know _it might have been_!”
“Of all sad words of tongue or pen,
The saddest are these—it might have been.”
Morris involuntarily thought of these lines, but they only mocked his
sorrow as he answered Helen, “I doubt if you are right; I hope you are
not. Katy loved me as her brother, nothing more, I am confident. Had she
waited till she was older, God only knows what might have been, but now
she is gone and our Father will help me to bear, will help us both, if
we ask him, as we must.”
And then, as only he could do, Morris talked with Helen until she felt
her hardness towards Wilford giving way, while she wondered how Morris
could speak so kindly of one who was his rival.
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
Reviews
Reviews
No reviews yet
Be the first to share your thoughts on this work.
Elsewhere in the archive
Join the Discussion
Join the discussion
Sign in to leave a comment or review.
Sign InorCreate an account