The Cameronians: A Novel, Volume 3 (of 3)Grant, James
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The Cameronians: A Novel, Volume 3 (of 3)
Grant, James
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'You colour painfully, Cecil, old fellow,' said he, patting him
kindly on the shoulder; 'but, if this gazette refers to you----'
'It does--it must--but why am I named Montgomerie?' exclaimed Cecil,
impetuously. 'I have the name of Falconer.'
'You have been in some scrape perhaps--who among us has lived a life
without pain, or who among us has been without reproach?'
'I have lived a life--latterly at least--that has had much of pain in
it; and if there was any reproach, it was unmerited--all!'
'I can well believe it, and congratulate you heartily,' exclaimed
Stanley, clasping his passive hand, while Cecil, still as one in a
dream, muttered about the name of 'Montgomerie?'
'By Jove,' said Stanley, as a sudden light broke upon him; 'I
remember your affair now, and the noise it made at mess-tables.
Well, well--court-martials are not infallible--neither are the Horse
Guards authorities, for the matter of that. I remember when we were
lying in the Wellington Barracks, how a fellow in the
Coldstreams--but have another glass of wine!'
'Oh, Stanley,' said Cecil, in a broken voice, 'you do not know--and
never, never may you know--what it is, and has been, to live on day
after day, under the cloud that cast a gloom on my life! To bear,
with a dull aching of the heart--to exist under a cloud and
unexplainable shadow, trying by some brilliant act, hoping by
well-done service, to redeem my name in this----'
'Well--in this devil of a country, to which Pelham and I came, for a
new sensation, in search of a spree, in fact. I know the world,
Cecil--it is a cruel world, even to the strong; and the best of us
get into scrapes with it.'
'But I got into none--at least, none that I can understand or
explain,' replied Cecil, a little incoherently.
'Yet you were--were----'
'Dismissed!'
'Poor fellow--I remember well; and this notice?'
'Refers to me--it must--the sentence of dismissal has been cancelled;
though I cannot understand how, or through whom. I thought I had not
a friend in the world--save one,' he added, as he thought of Mary.
'How did all this cursed evil come about?'
And Cecil told him all--at least so far as he knew.
'I see it all, as plain as a pikestaff!' exclaimed Stanley, when the
latter concluded; 'something has turned up--something new come to
light, and they've reinstated you. You were dismissed generally, not
specifically, and so rendered incapable of serving Her Majesty again;
it makes all the difference in the world! Another bumper of wine, to
re-wet the old commission!'
Cecil drained the glass like one who was sore athirst, for he was
then under considerable mental excitement.
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