The Capsina: An Historical NovelBenson, E. F. (Edward Frederic)
History
The Capsina: An Historical Novel
Benson, E. F. (Edward Frederic)
Greece -- History -- War of Independence, 1821-1829 -- Fiction
"I have been a brute, a brute!" she wailed. "I would have taken
him from you if I could. I would have tempted him, only he was not
temptable. Often and often I would have killed you, often I have killed
you in my thoughts. How can you trust me? I am unclean. How can you let
me touch the child? I shall defile it. Take it back! No, let me hold it
a little longer. It does not know who I am. Do not teach it to curse
me."
Suleima laughed gently.
"It is an ignorant little one, and knows little," she said, "but he can
say 'father' and 'mother,' and one other word. How quiet the child is
with you, Capsina. Sometimes he fights me as if I was a Turk. Wake,
little Mitsos. Say 'Capsina.'"
From the darkness came a little treble staccato pipe:
"Cap-sin-a."
"Mitsos taught him that," continued Suleima. "When he was home from the
cruise with you, he would sit with the little one in his arms for an
hour at a time, saying 'Capsina, Capsina,' to it. Ay, but it is a great
baby I have for a husband!"
The girl rocked the child to and fro gently.
"Say it again, little one," she whispered, "say 'Capsina.' I know
not why that is so sweet to me," she continued to Suleima, when the
child had piped her name again, "but somehow it seems to put me more
intimately with him and you. Surely he would not have taught the child
my name if he was not my friend. So clearly can I see him doing it,
sitting there by the hour smoking, and lazier than a tortoise. Indeed,
he is a baby himself; we used to play child-games on the _Revenge_ when
we sailed from Hydra, and laughed instead of talked."
"He has told me," said Suleima--"he has told me often!"
After that they sat for a while in silence. Now and then one of the
women of the village would go by the illuminated square of the door,
or one of the Greek sentries would pass on his round, whistling softly
to himself. Otherwise the world was a stillness. The moon was risen,
and little bars and specks of light filtered in through the roof of
branch and bough. The body of the Turk, still lying where he had
fallen, sprawled in the other corner, but neither of the women seemed
to notice it. An extraordinary sense of effort over had possession of
the Capsina; she had betrayed herself, and that to the one woman in the
world to whom she would have thought it impossible to speak. Her pride,
her strong, self-sufficient reserve, her secret, which she thought she
would have died to keep, had been surrendered without conditions, and
the captor was very merciful. She was tired of struggling, she had laid
down her arms. And it was wonderfully sweet to hold Mitsos's child....
It was not easy for her to speak, but when a reserved nature breaks
down it breaks down altogether, and when she spoke again she held
nothing back.
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