The Capsina: An Historical NovelBenson, E. F. (Edward Frederic)
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The Capsina: An Historical Novel
Benson, E. F. (Edward Frederic)
Greece -- History -- War of Independence, 1821-1829 -- Fiction
three words--father, mother, Capsina.
The two passed through the garden and into the veranda. The house-door
was open, as Suleima had left it in her flight, and on the threshold
she paused for the Capsina to enter first.
"You are welcome," she said; and then, in the courteous phrase she had
heard in Abdul's house; "The house is yours."
Suleima would have made a bed for the Capsina in Father Andréa's room,
who was away in Nauplia, but the girl asked if she might sleep with
her, and instead they went together to Suleima's room. A big double
mattress on a wooden frame was the bed; a little cot for the baby stood
at the foot of it. Mitsos's great plank washtub stood in a corner, and
there was a press for clothes. The moon shone full in at the window,
making a great splash like a spill of milk on the floor, and there was
no need for other light.
[Illustration: "THE SPIRIT OF THE STILLNESS TOUCHED THE CAPSINA'S
SOUL"]
Suleima was tired and soon fell asleep, but the Capsina lay long with
eyes closed, but intensely awake. A mill-race of turbulent, unasked-for
thoughts whirled and dashed down the channels of her brain; she
clinched her hands and bit her lips to keep them away--to keep her even
from crying aloud. The blood and flesh of her, young, tingling, and
alert, was up in revolt, lashing itself against the hard, cruel bars of
circumstance. She ought never to have come here to sleep where he had
slept; she had done a stupid and sweet thing, and she was paying for it
heavily. At last she could stand it no longer, and rising very quietly
for fear of disturbing Suleima, she dressed again and let herself out
of the house.
The hour of her weakness was upon her, and she lived back into the
years of childhood, when one thing will make the world complete and
its absence is an inconsolable ache. Like a child, too, she abandoned
herself to the imperativeness of her need; nothing else would satisfy;
nothing else was ever so faintly desirable. Yet she could only stretch
out her hands to the night, every fibre of her tingling, and the silent
cry, "I want, I want!" went up beseechingly, hopelessly, into the
indifferent moonlight, a dumb, dry litany of supplication, not only to
Heaven, but to all the cool sleeping earth; to tree, bush, stream--all
that knew him. But after a while she saw and scorned herself. Where
were all the great schemes and deeds in which she shared? Was their
magnificence a whit impaired because she, an incomparably small atom,
was in want of one thing? And by degrees made sane, and weary with
struggle, she came to herself, and going back into the house, lay down
again by Suleima; and when morning came Suleima was loath to wake her,
for she slept so sound and peacefully, so evenly her bosom marked her
quiet breathing.
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