The Captain of the Gray-Horse TroopGarland, Hamlin
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The Captain of the Gray-Horse Troop
Garland, Hamlin
Colorado -- Fiction; Western stories
"DEAREST GIRL,--I fear I shall not be able to get away this
winter. There is so much here that requires my care. If the
bill passes, the people will be stirred up; if it doesn't pass,
the settlers will be uneasy, and I shall be most imperatively
necessary here. Nothing would be sweeter to me than a visit to
you at the beach. As a boy I knew the sea-shore intimately, and
to wall the sands with you would be to revive those sweet,
careless boy memories and unite them with the deepest emotions
of my life--my love for you, dear one. It almost makes me
willing to resign. In a sense it would be worth it. I _would_
resign only I know I am not losing the delight forever--I am
only postponing it a year.
"I have thought pretty deeply on my problem, dearest, and I've
come to this conclusion: When two people love each other as we
do, neither poverty nor riches--nothing but duty, should
separate them. Your wealth troubled me at first. I knew I could
not give you the comforts--not to say luxuries--you were
accustomed to, and I knew that my life as a soldier would
always make even a barrack a place of uncertain residence. I
must stand to my guns here till I have won my fight; then I may
ask for a transfer to some field where life would not be so
hard. If only there were ways to use your great wealth in
helping these people I would rejoice to be your agent in the
matter.
"I am a penniless suitor, but a good soldier. I can say that
without egotism. I think I could have acquired money had I
started out that way; of course I cannot do it now. Perhaps my
knowledge and training will come to supplement and give power
to your wealth. I must work. I am not one to be idle. If I go
on working--devising--in my own way, then my self-respect would
not be daunted, even though you were worth ten millions instead
of one. I am fitted to be the head of a department--like that
of Forestry, or Civil Engineering. After my work here is
finished I may ask for something of that kind, but I am
resolved to do my duty here first. I like your suggestion about
the water-gate. I hold you to that word, my lady. One year from
now, when my gardens are ready for the sickle, I will have the
criers announce a harvest-home festival, and you must come and
dance with me among my people, and then, perhaps, I will take a
little vacation, and return with you to the East, and be happy
with you among the joyous of the earth for a little season.
Beyond that I dare not plan."
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