"Here we are!" The cab stopped with a jerk. Here they were then. A gate
swung to behind them, there was a little drive with bushes on either
side of it and then the house.
Not a very handsome house, Maggie thought. A dull square grey with
chimneys like ears in exactly the right places. Some pieces of paper
were whirled up and down by the wind, they danced about the horse's
feet. She noticed that the door-handles needed polishing. A cavernous
hall, a young girl with untidy hair and a yelping dog received them.
"That's Mitch!" said Paul. "Dear old Mitch. How are you, dear old
fellow? Down Mitch! Down! There's a good dog."
The young girl was terrified of Maggie. She gulped through her nose.
"I've put tea in the study, sir," she said.
"Tea at once, little woman, eh?" said Paul. "I'm dying for some. Thank
you, Emily. All well? That's right. Dear, dear, It IS nice to be home
again."
Yes, he was nervous, poor Paul. She felt a great tenderness for him,
but she could not say the right words. She should have said: "It is
nice," but it was not. The hall was so cold and dark, and all over the
house windows were rattling.
They went straight into the study. What a room! It reminded Maggie at
once, in its untidiness and discomfort, of her father's, study, and
that thought struck a chill into her very heart, so that she had to
pause for a moment and control herself. There were piles of newspapers
heaped up against the shelves; books run to the ceiling, old, old books
with the covers tumbling off them. On the stone mantelpiece was a
perfect litter--old pipes, bundles of letters, a ball of string, some
yellow photographs, a crucifix and a small plant dead and shrivelled in
its pot.
"Now then, darling. Hurrah for some tea!"
She poured it out and he watched her in an ecstasy. Strangely she began
to be frightened and a little breathless, as though the walls of the
room were slowly closing in. The tea had been standing a long time, it
was very strong and chill.
The house was a firing-ground of rattle and whirs, but there were no
human sounds anywhere. There was dust all over the room.
They had said nothing for some time.
He spoke suddenly, his voice husky and awkward, as though he were
trying a new voice for the first time.
"Maggie!" he said. "Don't sit so far away. Come over here."
She crossed over to him. He, with an arm that seemed to be suddenly of
iron, pulled her on to his knee. She was rebellious. Her whole body
stiffened. She did not want this, she did not want this! Some voice
within cried out: "Take care! Take care!" ... He pressed her close to
him; he kissed her furiously, savagely, her eyes, her mouth, her cheek.
She could feel his heart pounding beneath his clothes like a savage
beast. His hands were all about her; he was crushing her so that she
was hurt, but she did not feel that at all; there was something else ...
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