At breakfast that morning she felt with him a strange shyness and
confusion. She had never been shy with him before. At the very first
she had been completely at her ease; that had been one of his greatest
attractions for her. But now she realised that she would be for a whole
fortnight alone with him, that she did not know him in the least, and
that he himself was strangely embarrassed by his own discoveries that
he was making.
So they, both of them, took the world that was on every side of them,
put it in between them and left their personal relationship to wait for
a better time.
Maggie was childishly excited. She had, for the first time in her life,
a house of her own to order and arrange; by the middle of that first
afternoon she had forgotten that Paul existed.
She admitted to herself at once, so that there should be no pretence
about the matter, that the house was hideous. "Yes, it's hideous," she
said aloud, standing in the middle of the dining-room and looking about
her. It never could have been very much of a house, but they (meaning
Paul and Grace) had certainly not done their best for it.
Maggie had had no education, she had not perhaps much natural taste,
but she knew when things and people were sympathetic, and this house
was as unsympathetic as a house could well be. To begin with, the
wall-papers were awful; in the dining-room there was a dark dead green
with some kind of pink flower; the drawing-room was dressed in a kind
of squashed strawberry colour; the wall-paper of the staircases and
passages was of imitation marble, and the three bedrooms were pink,
green, and yellow, perfect horticultural shows.
It was the distinctive quality of all the wall-papers that nothing
looked well against them, and the cheap reproductions in gilt frames,
the religious prints, the photographs (groups of the Rev. Paul at
Cambridge, at St. Ermand's Theological College, with the Skeaton Band
of Hope) were all equally forlorn and out of place.
It was evident that everything in the house was arranged and intended
to stay for ever where it was, the chairs against the walls, the
ornaments on the mantelpieces, the photograph-frames, the plush mats,
the bright red pots with ferns, the long blue vases, and yet the
impression was not one of discipline and order. Aunt Anne's house had
been untidy, but it had had an odd life and atmosphere of its own. This
house was dead, utterly and completely dead. The windows of the
dining-room looked out on to a lawn and round the lawn was a stone wall
with broken glass to protect it. "As though there were anything to
steal!" thought Maggie. But then you cannot expect a garden to look its
best at the beginning of April. "I'll wait a little," thought Maggie.
"And then I'll make this house better. I'll destroy almost everything
in it."
About mid-day with rather a quaking heart Maggie penetrated the
kitchen. Here were gathered together Alice the cook, Emily the
housemaid, and Clara the between maid.
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