"You've hated my being here, Maggie ... all this time I've seen it.
You've hated me. You don't know that you owe everything to me, that you
couldn't have managed the house, the shops, the servants--nothing,
nothing. This last year I've worked my fingers to the bone for you and
Paul. What do you think I get out of it? Nothing. It's because I love
Paul ... because I love Paul. But you've hated my doing things better
than you, you've wanted me to fail, you've been jealous, that's what
you've been. Very well, then, I'll go. You've made that plain enough at
any rate. I'll leave to-morrow. I won't wait another hour. And I'll
never forgive you for this--never. You've taken Paul away from me ...
all I've ever had. I'll never forgive you--never, never, never."
"Grace, Grace," cried Paul.
But she rushed from the room.
Maggie looked at her husband.
"Why, Paul," she said, "you're frightened. Grace doesn't mean it. She
won't go to-morrow--or ever. There's nothing to be frightened of."
His red cheeks were pale. His hands trembled.
"I do so hate quarrels," he said.
Maggie went up to him and rather timidly put her hand on his arm.
"We'll have a lovely time at Harben," she said. "Oh, I do want you to
be happy, Paul."
CHAPTER VI
THE BATTLE OF SKEATON
SECOND YEAR
Strangely enough Maggie felt happier after this disturbance. Grace, in
the weeks that followed, was an interesting confusion of silent and
offended dignity and sudden capitulations because she had some news of
fussing interest that she must impart. Nevertheless she was deeply
hurt. She was as tenacious of her grievances as a limpet is of its
rock, and she had never been so severely wounded before. Maggie, on her
side, liked Grace better after the quarrel. She had never really
disliked her, she had only been irritated by her.
She thought it very natural of her to be angry and jealous about Paul.
She was determined that this month at Little Harben should put
everything right. Looking back over these past years she blamed herself
severely. She had been proud, self-centred, unfeeling. She remembered
that day so long ago at St. Dreot's when Aunt Anne had appealed for her
affection and she had made no reply. There had been many days, too, in
London when she had been rebellious and hard. She thought of that night
when Aunt Anne had suffered so terribly and she had wanted only her own
escape. Yes--hard and unselfish that was what she had been, and she had
been punished by losing Martin.
Already here, just as before in London, she was complaining and angry,
and unsympathetic. She did care for Paul--she could even love Grace if
she would let her. She would make everything right this summer and try
and be a better, kinder woman.
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