Pyncheon? She and many other regular attendants at the Chapel have left
this neighbourhood. The Chapel is to be a cinematograph theatre, I
believe. There! I have given you all the gossip. I have not said more
about your aunts because I want you to come up one day to London, when
you have time, and see them. You will do that, won't you? I expect you
are very busy--I hope you are. I would like to have a line from you,
but please don't bother if you have too much to do.
Always your friend,
WILLIAM MAGNUS.
When Maggie saw Martin's name the other writing on the page transformed
itself suddenly into a strange pattern of webs and squares.
Nevertheless she pursued her way through this, but without her own
agency, as though some outside person were reading to her and she was
not listening.
She repeated the last words "Always your friend, William Magnus" aloud
solemnly twice. Her thoughts ran in leaps and runs, hurdle-race-wise
across the flat level of her brain. Martin. Old. Ill. Paris. Those
walls out there and the road-man with a spade--little boy walking with
him--chattering--it's going to be hot. The light across the lawn is
almost blue and the beds are dry. His room. The looking-glass. Always
tilts back when one tries to see one's hair. Meant to speak about it.
Martin. Ill. Paris. Paris. Trains. Boats. How quickly could one be
there? No time at all. Paris. Never been to Paris. Perhaps he isn't
there now ...
At that definite picture she controlled her mind again. She pulled it
up as a driver drags back a restive horse. Her first real thought was:
"How hard that this letter should have come now when I was just going
to put everything right with Paul." Her next: "Poor Paul! But I don't
care for him a bit ... I don't care for any one but Martin. I never
did." Her next: "Why did I ever think I did?" And her next: "Why did I
ever do this?" She knew with a strange calm certainty that from this
moment she would never be rid of Martin's presence again. She had
maintained for more than a year a wonderful make-believe of
indifference. She had fancied that by, pushing furiously with both
hands one could drive things into the past. But Fate was cleverer than
that. What he wanted to keep he kept for you--the weaving of the
pattern in the carpet might be your handiwork, but the final design was
settled before ever the carpet was begun. Not that any of these fine
thoughts ever entered Maggie's head. All that she thought was "I love
Martin. I want to go to him. He's ill. I've got to do my duty about
Paul." She settled upon that last point. She bound her mind around it,
fast and secure like thick cord. She put Mr. Magnus' letter away in the
shell-covered box, the wedding-present from the aunts; in this box were
the programme of the play that she had been to with Martin, the ring
with the three pearls, Martin's few letters, and some petals of the
chrysanthemum, dry and faded, that she had worn on the great day of the
matinee.
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