"I'm sorry to hear that," he said, yawning. "Is she an old lady?"
"No, she's not," said Maggie, breathing very quickly. "I love her very
much. I've been thinking, Paul, I've not been good about my relations
all this time. I ought to have seen them more. I must go up to London
at once."
"If your aunt's bad and wants you, I suppose you must," he answered. He
got up and came over to her. He kissed her suddenly.
"You'll be wanting some money," he said. "Don't be long away. I'll miss
you."
She caught the 2.30 train. It seemed very strange to her to be sitting
in it alone after the many months when she had been always either with
Grace or Paul. An odd sense of adventure surrounded her, and she felt
as though she were now at last approaching the climax to which the slow
events of the last two years had been leading. When she had been a
little girl one of the few interesting books in the house had been The
Mysteries of Udulpho. She could see the romance now, with its four
dumpy volumes, the F's so confusingly like S's, the faded print, and
the yellowing page.
She could remember little enough of it, but there had been one scene
near the beginning of the story when the heroine, Emily, looking for
something in the dusk, had noticed some lines pencilled on the
wainscot; these mysterious pencilled lines had been the beginning of
all her troubles, and Maggie, as a small girl, had approached sometimes
in the evening dusk the walls of her attic to see whether there too
verses had been scribbled. Now, obscure in the corner of her carriage,
she felt as though the telegram had been a pencilled message presaging
some great event that would shortly change her life.
It was a dark and gloomy day, misty with a gale of wind that blew the
smoke into curls and eddies against the sky. There seemed to be a roar
about the vast London station that threatened her personally, but she
beat down her fears, found a taxi, and gave the driver the
well-remembered address.
As they drove along she felt how much older, how much older she was
then than when she was last in London. Then she had been ignorant of
all life and the world, now she felt that she was an old, old woman
with an infinite knowledge of marriage and men and women and the way
they lived. She looked upon her aunts and indeed all that world that
had surrounded the Chapel as something infinitely childish, and for
that reason rather sweet and touching. She could be kind and friendly
even to Amy Warlock she thought. She wished that she had some excuse so
that she might stay in London a week or two. She felt that she could
stretch her limbs and breathe again now that she was out of Grace's
sight.
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