"My dear old Meynell, the thing is to be covered up. Ralph will acknowledge the child, and all precautions are to be taken. I think what he does he will do thoroughly. Alice wishes it--and what can I do, either for her or for the child? Nothing. And for me, I see but one way out--which will be the best for her too in the end, poor darling. My wife's letter a week ago destroyed my last hope. I am going out to-night--and I shall not come back. Stand by her, Richard. I think this kind of lie on which we are all embarked is wrong (not that you had anything to do with it!) But it is society which is wrong and imposes it on us. Anyway, the choice is made, and now you must support and protect her--and the child--for my sake. For I know you love me, dear boy--little as I deserve it. It is part of your general gift of loving, which has always seemed to me so strange. However--whatever I was made for, you were made to help the unhappy. So I have the less scruple in sending you this last word. She will want your help. The child's lot in that household will not be a happy one; and Alice will have to look on. But, help her!--help her above all to keep silence, for this thing, once done, must be irrevocable. Only so can my poor Alice recover her youth--think, she is only twenty now!--and the child's future be saved. Alice, I hope, will marry. And when the child marries, you may--nay, I think you must--tell the husband. I have written this to Ralph. But for all the rest of the world, the truth is now wiped out. The child is no longer mine--Alice was never my love--and I am going to the last sleep. My sister Fanny Meryon knows something; enough to make her miserable; but no names or details. Well!--good-bye. In your company alone have I ever seemed to touch the life that might have been mine. But it is too late. The will in me--the mainspring--is diseased. This is a poor return--but forgive me!--my very dear Richard! Here comes the boat; and there is a splendid sea rising." * * * * * There, in a locked drawer, not far from him, lay this letter. Meynell's thought plunged back into the past; into its passionate feeling, its burning pity, its powerless affection. He recalled his young hero-worship for his brilliant kinsman; the hour when he had identified the battered form on the shore of the Donegal Lough; the sight of Alice's young anguish; and all the subsequent effort on his part, for Christ's sake, for Neville's sake, to help and shield a woman and child, effort from which his own soul had learnt so much. Pure and sacred recollections!--mingled often with the moral or intellectual perplexities that enter into all things human. Then--at a bound--his thoughts rushed on to the man who, without pity, without shame, had dragged all these sad things, these helpless, irreparable griefs, into the cruel light of a malicious publicity--in the name of Christ--in the name of the Church!