Detective and mystery stories; Murder -- Investigation -- Fiction; Police -- England -- Fiction
‘As the door closed, a furious passion of hate burned up in me for
this woman who had ruined my life--who had not only ruined it, but
who was still blocking out any chance of happiness I might have had.
And also I furiously and jealously hated Felix for being the cause,
however innocent, of my loss. And then suddenly I felt as if--perhaps
I should say I felt that--a devil had entered and taken possession of
me. I became deadly cold and I had the strange feeling that I myself
was not really there, but that I was watching some one else. I
slipped out my key, noiselessly opened the door, and followed my wife
into the drawing-room. Her calm, nonchalant walk across the room
roused me to still wilder fury. How well I knew her every motion.
This was the way she would have turned to greet me when I arrived
from the works, with cold politeness--when it might have been so
different. . . .
‘She reached her chair in the corner of the room and turned to sit
down. As she did so she saw me. She gave a little scream.
‘“Raoul, how you startled me,” she cried. “Have you just arrived?”
‘I threw off my hat and she saw my face.
‘“Raoul,” she cried again, “what’s the matter? Why do you look like
that?”
‘I stood and looked at her. Outwardly I was calm, inwardly my blood
whirled like molten metal through my veins and my mind was a seething
fire.
‘“Nothing really,” I said, and some one else seemed to be speaking in
a voice I had never heard before, a hoarse, horrible voice. “Only a
mere trifle. Only Madame entertaining her lover after her husband has
come home.”
‘She staggered back as if from a blow and collapsed into her chair,
and turned her now pallid face to me.
‘“Oh!” she cried in a trembling, choking voice. “Raoul, it’s not
true! It’s not true, Raoul, I swear it! Don’t you believe me, Raoul?”
‘I stepped close to her. My hate swelled up in a blinding, numbing,
overwhelming passion. It must have shown in my eyes, for a sudden
fear leapt into hers.
‘She tried to scream, but her dry throat produced only a piteous
little cry. Her face had grown ghastly. Drops of sweat grew on her
brow.
‘I was close by her now. Instinctively my hands went out. I seemed to
feel her slender neck between them, with my thumbs pressing. . . .
She read my purpose, for a hideous terror shone in her eyes. Dimly I
was conscious of her hands tearing at my face. . . .
‘I stopped. My brain was numb. I seemed to see myself from a great
distance standing looking at her. She was dead. I hated her more than
ever. I was glad to see her dead, to watch that horror still
lingering in her eyes. And he? How I hated him, he who had lost me my
love and spoilt my life. I would go now. I would follow him and I
would kill him. Kill him as I had killed her. I stumbled blindly to
find the door.
‘And then the devil that possessed me suggested another plan. He had
wanted her. Well, he would get her. If he couldn’t have her alive, he
could have the next best thing. He could have her dead.’
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