Brittany (France) -- Fiction; France -- History -- Medieval period, 987-1515 -- Fiction; Historical fiction; Women -- Fiction
This sea, which Lenore had never looked on till she came a bride to
Crépuscule, held for her a deep fascination. She watched it as an
astronomer watches his stars. And its vasty, changing surface came to
exercise a peculiar influence over her quiet life. The night of the
great storm brought it into double conjunction with the bitterest grief
in her life; and, with the knowledge of its cruel power, awe was added
to her interest and her admiration. She and Alixe were accustomed to
talk daily of the lost Lenore, Lenore herself always introducing the
topic with irresistible eagerness, and Alixe answering her innumerable
questions with an interest born of curiosity regarding the young widow’s
motive. In the presence of Alixe, Lenore never betrayed the tiniest
tremor of sensitiveness; and it would have been impossible for Alixe to
surmise how keen was the secret bitterness that lay hidden in her heart.
What suffering it brought she endured alone, by night, and indeed she
kept herself for the most part well shielded from it.
From the first night after Gerault’s burial, Lenore had insisted upon
sleeping alone. To every suggestion of company she replied that solitude
was precious to her, and that she could not sleep with another in the
room. Eleanore understood her feeling, and, while she left an easy
access from her room to Lenore’s, never once ventured to enter Lenore’s
chamber after nightfall. For this, indeed, the young woman was grateful,
not because of any joy she found in being alone in the darkness, but
because, after she had gone to bed, she felt that her veil of
appearances had fallen, and that she might let her mind take what temper
it would. It was by night that she knew the terrible yearning for the
dead that all women have in time, and from which they suffer keenest
agony. It was by night that she pictured Gerault not as he had been, but
as she had wished him to be toward her; and gradually Gerault dead came
to be vested with every perfect quality, till her loss became endurable
to her through the hours of her dreaming. By night, also, her childhood
returned to her; and she recalled and gently regretted all the simple
pleasures she had known, the rides and games and caroles that she had
been wont to indulge in, in her father’s house. Sometimes, too, in hours
of distorted vision, she came to feel that her great blessing was rather
a burden; and she would weep at the thought of the little thing that
must be born to the interminable shadows of this grim Castle, and felt
that she alone would be responsible for the sadness of the young life.
Yet there might be fair things devised for him. It could not be but a
boy,—her child; and in his early youth she planned that he should ride
to some distant, gay chateau, to be esquired to a gallant knight; and in
time he should come riding home to her, himself golden-spurred; and
then, later, he should bring a lady to the Castle whom he should love as
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