Brittany (France) -- Fiction; France -- History -- Medieval period, 987-1515 -- Fiction; Historical fiction; Women -- Fiction
At last they were alone, where no human eyes could perceive them, no
human ear hear what words they spoke. And now Eleanore’s arms dropped to
her sides, and she stood a little off, face to face with Laure. With
Laure? Yes, it was she,—there could be but one woman like her,—with her
tall, lithe, straight form, terribly wasted now by hardship and
suffering: with those firm features, and the unrivalled hair that hung,
brown and unkempt, to her knees. And again, it was not the Laure that
the mother had known. In her eyes—the great, doubting, haunted, shifting
eyes—lay plainly written the story of the iron that had entered into her
soul. And there was that in her manner, in her bearing, that something
of defiant recklessness, that pierced her mother like a knife. It was
not the rags and the dirt of her body; it was the rags and dirt of her
defiled soul.
The girl looked straight before her into space; but she saw her mother’s
head suddenly lowered, and she saw her mother’s hands go up before her
face.
Then came Alixe’s knock at the door; and Laure went and opened it, took
in the food, set it down on the bed, shut and fastened the door again,
and returned to her mother, who was sitting now beside the shuttered
window, her head lying on her arms, which rested on a table in front of
her.
There was a silence. Laure’s hand crept up to her throat and held it
tight, to keep the strain of repressed sobs from bursting her very
flesh. Her eyes roved round the old, familiar, twilight room; but just
now she did not see. Her brain was reeling under its weight of agonized
weariness. What was she to say or do? What was there for her here? Her
mother sat yonder, bent under the weight of her sin. Was there any
excuse for her to make? Should she try to give reasons? Worst of all,
should she ask forgiveness? Never! Laure had the pride of despair left
in her still. She had come home dreaming that the gates of heaven might
still be open to her. She found them barred; and the password she could
not speak. Hell alone, it seemed, remained.
“Madame,” she said in a hard, quiet voice, “I have come wrongfully home,
thinking thou couldst give me succor here. But I perceive that I do but
pain thee. I will go forth again. ’Tis all I ask.”
At the mere suggestion that Laure should go again, madame’s heart melted
and ran in tears within her. “Ah, Laure! my baby—my girl—thou couldst
not leave me again?” she cried in a kind of wail.
“Mother! First of all, I came to thee!” said the girl, in a whisper that
was very near a sob.
But, unexpectedly, Eleanore rose again, with a gleam of anger coming
anew into her eyes. “Nay; thou didst _not_ first of all come to me! If
thou hadst—if thou hadst—ere thou wast stolen away by the cowardly
dastard that hath ruined thee—!”
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