Brittany (France) -- Fiction; France -- History -- Medieval period, 987-1515 -- Fiction; Historical fiction; Women -- Fiction
By order of the Bishop, Laure was left alone all day, and this
twenty-four hours was the most wretched that she had to spend after her
return to Le Crépuscule. On the following day she went alone to the
priory,—not on foot, as the Bishop had at first commanded; for the snow
was too deep, and Laure too much exhausted by her privations of the last
two months, for her safely to endure the fatigue of such a walk. She
rode thither on horseback; and possibly extracted more soul’s good out
of the ride than she would have got afoot, for the whole way was laden
with bitter memories and grief and shame. The Bishop himself met her at
the priory gate, and he remained at her side throughout the time that
she was there. The ordeal was not terrible. Mère Piteuse bore out her
name, and Laure thought that the spirit of the Saviour had surely
descended upon the reverend woman. As an unheard-of concession, the
penitent was permitted to recant her vows before only the eight officers
of the priory assembled in the chapter-house, instead of before the
whole company of nuns in the great church; and thus Laure did not see at
all her former companion and abettor, Sœur Eloise, a meeting with whom
she had dreaded more than anything else. And when, in the afternoon,
Laure finally rode away from the priory gate, it was with a heart
throbbing with devotion for St. Nazaire and his goodness to her. Swiftly
and eagerly, in the falling twilight, she traversed the road leading
back to the Castle, and, when she reached home, night had fallen. Her
mother, who had spent the day in the deepest anxiety, was waiting for
her in the great hall, and, the moment that Laure entered, weary with
the now unusual exercise, she cried out, “It is well? Thou art
dismissed?”
And as Laure began to answer the question with a full description of the
day, her mother drew her slowly up the stairs, across the hall, and
finally into her own narrow room, which was to be the chamber of
penance. When they entered there, Laure became suddenly silent; for the
little place was dark and chill, and the thought of what was before her
struck an added tremor to her heart. Madame read her thoughts and said
gently,—
“Be not so sad, dear child. When thou thinkest of the fair, pure, loving
life that lies before us, in this Castle of thy youth, surely fourteen
little days of peaceful solitude cannot fright thee? Think always that
God is on high, and that around thee are those that love thee well; and
thus thou canst not be very miserable. Lights and food shall be brought;
and then—I bid thee make much of thy solitude, my child; for there is no
more healing balm for wounded souls. Now, commending thee to the mercy
of the All-merciful, I leave thee.”
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