Brittany (France) -- Fiction; France -- History -- Medieval period, 987-1515 -- Fiction; Historical fiction; Women -- Fiction
“Wait, wait! Ask no more than that,” he said, smiling thoughtfully.
“When the days are warmer and the spring is in the leaf, when the blood
flows fast through the veins, and the head burns with new life—” he drew
a sudden, quick breath, and Alixe, looking upon him with new interest,
said quickly and softly:
“Then come thou, also, Courtoise, out into the wide world! Let us
together go forth to seek our fortunes. Thou’lt find me not too weak a
comrade, I promise.”
Courtoise’s smile vanished, and he shook his head, a look of sadness
stealing into his eyes: “Think you, Alixe, that after the death of my
well-loved lord I should have stayed in this Castle to grow gray and
mouldy ere my time, had it not held for me a trust so sacred that I
could not give it up?”
“Lenore,” murmured Alixe, gently.
“Thou knowest it. Since the first day that she came home with the
Seigneur, I knew that here she would sadly need a friend; and indeed she
hath been my very saint. I have worshipped her more as an angel than as
a woman, in her purity; and my heart hath all but broken for the great
sadness of her life here. And if by remaining I can serve her in any
way, in thought or in deed; if it giveth her comfort to have me in the
Castle, I would sooner cut off my hand than leave her here alone. I feel
also that my lord knoweth that I am faithful to the trust he left with
me; and I would not forfeit his dead thanks. Therefore, Alixe, ask me
not to return into the world with thee or with another.”
While he spoke, Alixe had watched him fixedly, and had seen no suspicion
either in tone or in face of a deeper feeling for Lenore than he had
confessed. Now she sighed quietly, and said in a gentle voice:
“Courtoise, I think thou shouldst not mourn that thou’rt to dwell here;
for thou hast thy trust, and thou hast some one to serve, always.
Therefore fear nothing, and give thanks to God; for with Lenore in thy
world—”
“Alas, alas, Alixe, there is that fear in me! Should Lenore be
lost—should Lenore die—ah!”
Low as was his voice, the agony in it was unmistakable; and now Alixe
was sure of all his secret: that he also loved Lenore as man sometimes
loves woman,—purely. And she could find no words to say to him when the
usually self-contained and tranquil man laid his head down on the table
before him and did not try to hide his grief.
It was at this inopportune moment that Laure, tired of prayers, and
still consumed by her restless fever, rushed in upon the two in the long
room. Her old-time wild gayety was upon her, and she did not pause
before the position of Courtoise, who, however, quickly straightened up.
Laure scarcely saw it. She knew only that here were the companions of
her youth, and as she entered she cried out to them,—
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