Brittany (France) -- Fiction; France -- History -- Medieval period, 987-1515 -- Fiction; Historical fiction; Women -- Fiction
When Gerault left her to go to his mother’s room, on that first evening
in the Castle that was to be her home, Lenore was still fully dressed.
As soon as she was alone, however, she made herself ready for the night;
and then, wrapping herself about in her long day-mantle, went to a
window overlooking the sea, and sat there waiting for her lord’s return.
Now that the excitement of the day, of the arrival, of meeting so many
new people, all eager to make her welcome, was over, Lenore began to
feel herself very weary, a little homesick, a little wistful, and
tremulously eager for Gerault’s speedy return. She clung to the thought
of him and her newly risen love, with pathetic anxiety. Was it not
lawful and right that she should love him? Was it not equally lawful and
therefore equally certain that he must love her? She knew little enough
of love and of men, young Lenore; yet this idea came to her
instinctively, and it seemed impossible that it could be otherwise. It
was so recently that she had been a little girl in all her thoughts and
pleasures and habits, that this sudden transition to the dignified
estate of wifehood had left her singularly helpless, singularly
dependent on the man whom she had married out of duty and fallen in love
with afterwards, on the way from Rennes. Gerault helped her, in his way.
He was kind, he was gentle, was solicitous for her comfort, and required
of her nothing but a quiet demeanor. But that he failed in some way to
give her what was her due, the young girl rather felt than knew.
While she waited here alone, looking out upon the lonely sea, that was
so new and so wonderful a sight to her, the Lady Lenore bitterly
regretted and took herself to task for her gayety of the evening. The
silly games that she had once so loved to play—alas! he had not joined
in them, doubtless thought them trivial and unbecoming in a woman grown
and married! She had made herself a fool before him! He was older than
she, and wiser, and a gallant knight. Lenore’s cheeks flushed with pride
as she remembered how he could joust and tilt at the ring. She
remembered when she had first seen him, from the gallery of the list at
Rennes, when he unseated the Seigneur Geoffrey Cartel. This lordly sport
was as simple to him as her games to her. Little wonder that she had
exhausted his patience! And yet—if he would but come to her now! She was
so sadly weary; and it grew so late. Her little body ached, her temples
throbbed, her eyes burned with the past glare of the sun on the white
dust, and the recent flickering light of the torches. If he would but
come back, and forgive her her childishness, and kiss her before she
slept, she would be very happy.
In point of fact Gerault did come soon. Knowing that Lenore must be
weary, he remained but a short time with his mother, and returned
immediately to his wife. The moment that he entered the room, Lenore
rose from her place, and ran to him with a faint cry of delight.
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