The Catholic World, Vol. 05, April 1867 to September 1867Various
Religion
The Catholic World, Vol. 05, April 1867 to September 1867
Various
Catholic Church -- Periodicals
"Oh! the happiness of a Catholic child, whose inmost soul is known to one
whom God has charged with his salvation. Supposing I had been a Catholic
child in such a situation--if such a supposition be possible--the pious
feelings with which God inspired me would have been under the guidance of
a tender spiritual father, who would have supplied exactly what I needed,
when about to fall under the sense of unassisted weakness which I have
described. He would have taught me to be innocent and firm in the midst
of my trials, which would then have tended to exalt instead of oppressing
my character. I would have kept my character not only clear in the sight
of God, but honorable among my fellows, who soon would have given up
their persecution when they found me steadfast; and I might have brought
with me in the path of peace and justice many whom I followed in the dark
ways of sin. But it is in vain to calculate on what I might have been had
I been then a Catholic. God be praised, my losses I may yet recover, and
perhaps even reap advantages from them."
So much for the sad and puny childhood of one who in after-life freed
himself absolutely from the bondage of public opinion. He who can truly
say, "Tu solus Domine!" has reached the sublimest height of dignity and
freedom.
If George Spencer's early years gave small promise of moral heroism, still
less would his youth lead one to look for great virtues in him. His
autobiography tells us that he yielded to the degrading temptations of
student life at Cambridge, not from inclination so much as because other
men set him the example. Two years of misery he endured, too, from the fear
that a courteous and merited apology made by him to a gentleman whom he had
unwittingly offended might have laid him open to the charge of cowardice.
As a scholar he ranked high, and held, at the same time, a good place among
athletes; thus showing advance in mind and body, while his soul was still
cramped by the fear of ridicule.
Then comes the continental tour, made after a grand and uninteresting
fashion; courier, servants, maids, and family physician. George's journal
is full of the sneers with which a well-bred English tourist is wont to
exorcise the demon of popery. He is much amused at the street-preaching of
a passionist father in Terracina; little dreaming that one day he himself
would perform the duties of a _svegliarino_, and with only partial
success too.
One admires constantly the good sense and high tone of Lord and Lady
Spencer. Invaluable was the example they gave their children; wonderful to
an American reader, the sway they exercised over their grown-up sons.
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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