The Catholic World, Vol. 06, October, 1867 to March, 1868.Various
Religion
The Catholic World, Vol. 06, October, 1867 to March, 1868.
Various
Catholic Church -- Periodicals
I found our much loved boy-organist in a high fever. "He has been
constantly raving all night," said his mother, in answer to my
inquiries, "about what he has seen. There has been something
preying on his mind lately," she continued. "He has been very sad
and nervous, and I fear it has helped to make him ill."
In a tone of command, which I find will often elicit a direct
answer from patients whose minds are wandering, I said to him:
"Ally, answer me directly, sir; what did you see?"
With his eyes still staring at the ceiling he answered in a
wondering manner, "God!"
I was sorely perplexed what further question to ask, but,
thinking to lead him on gradually to some more reasonable answer,
as I thought, I asked, "Where?"
"The kneeling people and the priest," he replied dreamily. "And
Jesus said, Neither do I condemn thee." And here he burst into
tears. Then the remembrance of the last Sunday morning came back
to my mind, and I knew what had taken Ally across the fields, and
what he had seen. He was so faint and weak, his pulse fluttered
so unsteadily, that I feared the worst, and the anxious,
searching look of the mother read my tell-tale countenance. She
began to weep violently.
"Mother!" cried Ally.
"Yes, my child," she responded quickly, and bent over and kissed
him.
"Don't cry, mother. God will not let me die till I know what is
true, first."
"That is a strange remark," thought I, "for a boy like him to
make. What can he mean?"
"My darling Ally," said the widow, "you do know what is true. You
always say what is true."
"Why should they say it isn't true, then?" asked Ally.
"What isn't true, my dear?" "God!" answered the boy, turning his
eyes upward to the ceiling again, and looking, as it were, at
some object miles away, "and the kneeling people, and the priest.
It's true, and no lie. This is my body, this is my blood." And he
joined his hot and feverish little hands together as if in
prayer.
"Don't trouble about this," said I to the weeping mother. "I know
what it is. He has been down to Mike Maloney's, in the Brook
woods, and seen the Catholic Mass. Don't refer to it again just
now. I will give him some composing medicine. But I wish," I
added, "that this had not happened. It only tends to weaken him."
Presently I noticed him playing with his fingers on the coverlet
as if he were playing the organ. I thought to take advantage of
this, and said:
"Ally, my boy, get well soon, now, and let us have a grand
voluntary on the organ--one of your very best."
"For God, for Mass, for the kneeling people and the priest," he
murmured.
"Oh! never mind the Mass," said I, "that's nothing to you."
Turning his eyes suddenly upon? me, he cried:
"O doctor! it seems everything to me. I never can forget it. How
could anybody ever forget they had seen Mass. Could you?"
"That I can't say, Ally," I replied; "for I never saw it."
"Never saw it! Why, I've seen, it."
"Often?" I asked.
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