The Catholic World, Vol. 16, October 1872-March 1873Various
Religion
The Catholic World, Vol. 16, October 1872-March 1873
Various
Catholic Church -- Periodicals
“Mme. la Générale, that makes an impression when one sees a salon well
dusted; that proves that the servant is capable—that she attends to her
work. Madame does not think of those things, but strangers do.”
It became at length a sort of cabalistic ceremony with the old woman;
intelligible only to Mme. de Chanoir. If Aline came in when the fit was on
her, and ventured to expostulate, and ask what she was doing with the
duster at that time of day, Mme. Cléry would remark stiffly: “Mamzelle
Aline, I am dusting.” Aline came at last to believe that it was a modified
phase of S. Vitus’ dance, and that for want of anything better the old
beldame vented her nerves on imaginary dust which she pursued in holes and
corners with her feathery weapon.
This went on till Mlle. de Lemaque was six‐and‐twenty. She was still a
bright, brave creature, working hard, accepting the privations and toil of
her life in a spirit of sunshiny courage. But the sun was no longer always
shining. There were days now when he drew behind a cloud—when toil pressed
like a burden, and she beat her wings against it, and hated the cage that
cooped her in; and she longed not so much for rest or happiness as for
freedom—for a larger scope and higher aims, and wider, fuller sympathies.
When these cloudy days came around, Aline felt the void of her life with
an intensity that amounted at times to anguish; she felt it all the more
keenly because she could not speak of it. Mme. de Chanoir would not have
understood it. The sisters were sincerely attached to each other, but
there was little sympathy of character between them, and on many points
they were as little acquainted with each other as the neighbors on the
next street. They knew this, and agreed sensibly to keep clear of certain
subjects on which they could never meet except to disagree. The younger
sister, therefore, when the sky was overcast, and when her spirits
flagged, never tried to lean upon the older, but worked against the enemy
in silence, denying herself the luxury of complaint. If her looks betrayed
her, as was sometimes the case, and prompted Mme. de Chanoir to inquire if
there was anything the matter beyond the never‐ending annoyance of life in
general, Aline’s assurance that there was not was invariably followed by
the remark: “_Ma sœur_, I wish you were married.” To which Aline as
invariably replied: “I am happier as I am, Félicité.” It was true, or at
any rate Mlle. de Lemaque thought it was. Under all her surface
indifference she carried a true woman’s heart. She had dreamt her dreams
of happiness, of tender fireside joys, and the dream was so fair and
beautiful that for years it filled her life like a reality, and when she
discovered, or fancied she did, that it was all too beautiful to be
anything but a dream, that the hero of her young imagination would never
cross her path in the form of a mortal husband, Aline accepted the
discovery with a sigh, but without repining, and laid aside all thought of
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