The Catholic World, Vol. 19, April 1874‐September 1874Various
Religion
The Catholic World, Vol. 19, April 1874‐September 1874
Various
Catholic Church -- Periodicals
She watched him as he softly opened the door of the chamber where her
husband lay, heard the faint cry that greeted him: “Not you! not you!”
then the door closed, and she was alone again.
The priest approached the bed, and spoke with gentleness, yet with
authority: “F. O’Donovan is too sick to come; and if you wait for another
to be sent for, it will be too late. Think of your soul, and let
everything else go. In a few hours you may be in the presence of God,
listening to your eternal doom. What will you care then, my poor boy, who
helped you to loosen from your conscience the sins you have committed in
this miserable world? It cannot be because you hate me so much, this
unwillingness. Is it because your sins have been so great? There is no sin
that I have not heard confessed, I think; and the greater it was, the
greater was my comfort and thankfulness that at last it was forgiven.
Come, now, I am putting on my stole. Ask the help of God and of our
Blessed Mother, and forget who I am. Remember only what I am—the minister
of the merciful God—and that I have no feeling, no thought, no wish, but
to save you.”
The bed‐curtains made a still deeper shade in that shadowed room, and out
from the dimness the face of the sick man gleamed white and wild.
“I cannot!” he said. “You would not want to hear me if you knew. You would
never give me absolution. You do not know what my sins are.”
The priest seated himself by the bedside, and took in his strong, magnetic
hand the thin and shaking hand of the penitent. “No matter what you may
tell me, you cannot surprise me,” he said. “Though you should have
committed sacrilege and every crime, I cannot, if I would, refuse you
absolution. And I would not wish to. I have only pity and love for you.
Tell me all now, as if you were telling your own soul. Have no fear.”
“No priest ever before heard such a confession!” The words came faintly.
“You do not know.”
“Confess, in the name of God!” repeated the priest. “The flames of hell
are harder to bear than any anger of mine can be. God has sent me hither,
and I have only to obey him, and listen to your confession, whatever it
may be. It is not my choice nor yours. We are both commanded.”
“Promise me that I shall have absolution! Promise me that you will forgive
me!” prayed the young man, clinging to the hand that he had at first
shrunk from. “I didn’t mean to do what I have done, and I have suffered
the torments of the damned for it.”
“I have no right to refuse absolution when you are penitent,” was the
answer. “The person who repents and confesses has a right to absolution.”
“You will give it to me, no matter what I may tell you?”
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