The Catholic World, Vol. 19, April 1874‐September 1874Various
Religion
The Catholic World, Vol. 19, April 1874‐September 1874
Various
Catholic Church -- Periodicals
But the next morning, after seeing Gerald, he stopped a few minutes to
talk with the family, and still they found that indefinable air of
loftiness lingering about him, imposing a certain distance, at the same
time that it increased their reverence and affection for him. The
familiar, frequently jesting, sometimes peremptory F. Chevreuse seemed to
have gone away for ever; but how beautiful was the substitute he had left,
and how like him in all that was loftiest!
Lawrence was better that morning, and gained steadily day by day. Nothing
could exceed the care and tenderness with which F. Chevreuse watched over
his recovery. He came every morning and evening, he treated him with the
affection of a father, and seemed to have charged himself with the young
man’s future.
“I think you should let him and Annette go to Europe for a year,” he said
to Mrs. Ferrier. “It would be better for him to break off entirely from
old associations, and have an entire change for a while. His health has
not been good for some time, and his nerves are worn. The journey would
restore him, and afterward we will see what can be done. I am not sure
that it is well for him to live here. When a person is going to change his
life very much, it is often wiser to change his place of abode also. The
obstacles to improvement are fewer among strangers.”
The young man received this proposal to go abroad rather doubtfully. He
would not go away till spring, and was not sure that he would go then. As
he grew better in health, indeed, he withdrew himself more and more from
the priest, and showed an uneasiness in his society which not all F.
Chevreuse’s kindness could overcome.
“You must not shun me, Lawrence,” the priest said to him one day when they
were alone. “You have done that too long, and it is not well. Try to look
on me as very firmly your friend. Let me advise you sometimes, and be sure
that I shall always have your good in view.”
Lawrence had been very nervous and irritable that day, and was in no mood
to bear expostulation. “You can’t be my friend,” he replied with
suppressed vehemence. “You can only be my master. You can only own me body
and soul.”
“That is a mistake,” was the quiet answer. “I do not own you any more than
I do others.”
But he patiently forbore to press the question then.
“Encourage him to come to me whenever you think I can benefit him,” he
said to Annette. “You can tell best. He has not quite recovered his
spirits yet, and it will do no good for me to urge him. Make everything as
cheerful as you can for him. It sometimes happens that people get up from
sickness in this depressed state of mind.”
“Yes!” she replied, looking down.
She also had grown shy of F. Chevreuse, and seemed willing to keep out of
his sight.
But to others she was perhaps rather more gay than they had known her for
some time. Her mother found her at once kinder and more exacting, and
complained that they seemed now to have become strangers.
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