The Catholic World, Vol. 19, April 1874‐September 1874Various
Religion
The Catholic World, Vol. 19, April 1874‐September 1874
Various
Catholic Church -- Periodicals
This gallery, or, rather, open _loggia_, looked down on the inner court of
the old palace we lived in, and extended entirely around it. The landing
of the principal staircase to the first story connected with the gallery,
was precisely opposite the place where we were, when, all at once, we
heard in that direction a sound—confused at first, and then more
distinct—of chanting and the measured steps of several people, mingled
with the constant ringing of a bell. Presently a bright light shone
through all that side of the gallery, and through the arches we saw a long
procession appear, and proceed around towards the door directly before us,
... the door of my mother’s chamber.... Livia knelt down, and made a sign
for me to do the same, but I remained standing, my eyes staring wide open
before me in a kind of stupor. I saw the long file of white penitents as
they came with lighted torches in their hands; then appeared the canopy
under which walked Don Placido, my mother’s aged confessor, carrying the
Divine Host in a silver Ciborium.... I could see his long, white beard,
his bowed head, his sad, recollected look, and that was all. In an instant
the truth flashed across my mind; then everything vanished.
This new shock followed the other so quickly that it caused a deeper and
more dangerous swoon; and when I was taken up senseless, and carried to my
chamber, it was with the fear that this fatal night would be the last for
the daughter as well as the mother....
I have no recollection of what took place for a long while after. I only
remember that, opening my eyes one day, I saw Ottavia (my mother’s nurse,
who had brought me up) beside my bed. I recognized her, and stammered a
few words.... She murmured: “Blessed be God!” but did not add another
word. A thousand thoughts rushed across my mind, but I could not analyze
them, and the one which might seem of the least importance was that which
I gave utterance to first.
“My mother’s book,” ... I said repeatedly.
Ottavia, without speaking, at once raised the lid of a large ebony coffer
that stood on the table not far from my bed, and took out the little book
with the silver clasp. She held it up, and then replaced it in the box,
which she locked. Turning to me, she put her finger on her lips. I obeyed
the sign, and remained silent, but I slept no more till evening. By
degrees my mind grew clear, and my confused recollections distinct. The
fever that had brought me so near to death’s door now abated, and from
that day my convalescence was rapid. But the chief thing that renewed life
and strength restored, was the faculty of suffering, and comprehending in
all its fulness the reality of my misfortune.
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