The Catholic World, Vol. 19, April 1874‐September 1874Various
Religion
The Catholic World, Vol. 19, April 1874‐September 1874
Various
Catholic Church -- Periodicals
He begged for the little bunch of flowers she wore in her bosom. She was
strongly tempted to grant his request, and was only prevented from doing
so by the fear of being observed.
JULY 5.
I have not been able to continue. I have been growing weaker and weaker,
and can only write a few lines at a time without fatigue. Since the 15th
of June, I have been constantly worried and anxious. I cannot bear for her
to leave me now for a single instant. I want to keep her constantly under
my eyes and near my heart. Yesterday I saw her start at the sound of a
horse passing under the balcony. To‐day she was standing there with her
eyes dreamily turned towards the road that connects our house with the
shore.... I called her, and she listened as I talked kindly to her, hoping
to give a new turn to her thoughts, instead of trying to check them by
remonstrances. She is easily influenced and guided by kindness but it is
difficult to make her yield to authority. Oh! there never was a child who
needed more than she the tender guidance of a mother!...
But let thy will, O God! be done. Help me to say this without a murmur.
Let me not forget that my love for her is nothing—nothing at all—in
comparison with that.
JULY 15.
It is only with great effort I can write to‐day. I do not know as I shall
be able to write more than a few lines. But I wish to remind you once
more, Fabrizio, of the conversation we had yesterday evening. Who knows
but it was the last we shall ever have in this world! My time here is
short. Do not forget my request. Lose no time in uniting her to some one
she can love and will consent to be guided by. Though still young, he
should be several years older than she, in order to inspire her with
respect, which is so sweet when mingled with affection, as no one knows
better than I, Fabrizio. Has not the mingled respect and love with which
you have filled my heart constituted the happiness of my life? I would
bless you once more for this, as I close. I have not strength enough to
continue.... I must stop.... And yet I would speak once more of her—of my
Ginevra—my darling child. I would implore you to be always mild and
patient with her, and if ever....
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