The Catholic World, Vol. 19, April 1874‐September 1874Various
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The Catholic World, Vol. 19, April 1874‐September 1874
Various
Catholic Church -- Periodicals
If she had to wait some time, it was not because her friend had not
returned to full consciousness. Miss Pembroke was too strong and healthy
to creep back to life, even after so violent and unaccustomed an attack.
It was, perhaps, the first time she had ever fainted, and she was left
almost ignorant of what had happened to her; but of the cause she was not
a moment in doubt. It came back clearly on the first wave of returning
consciousness. She lay with her eyes closed, and strove to set her mind in
order again, and set it so firmly that this terrible and entirely
unexpected fact should not again derange its action. She had not once
anticipated such a conclusion. Her thoughts had occupied themselves with
the horrors of the accusation, and the worst result she had looked for was
that, though the prisoner would doubtless be acquitted, he would not be
able to shake off the disgrace of having been suspected, and would go out
into life branded with an ineffaceable mark—a mark which his name would
bear even in her own mind. She had said to herself that, pity him as she
might, she desired never to see him again, not because she believed him
capable of any great crime, but because his image would always be
associated with painful recollections, and because his dignity had been
soiled by such circumstances and associations. Now, however, he was
presented to her mind in quite a new light, more pitiful, yet with a pity
far more shrinking and remote from its object. In this woman, confidence
in, and obedience to, authority was an instinct; and as she contemplated
the decision of the law against Mr. Schöninger, she began to look on him
somewhat as a Catholic looks upon those whom the anathema of the church
has separated from the fellowship of the faithful, “so that they are not
so much as to say to them, God speed you.” A silent and awful distance
grew up between them.
After a while, she sat up, and began calmly to put her hair and dress in
order.
“It is very terrible, Annette, and we may as well try to put it quite out
of our minds,” she said. “We can do nothing, that I see, but pray for his
conversion. I thank you for coming alone to tell me of this, for I would
not have had any other person see me so much affected by the news. People
imagine things and tell them as facts, and there are many who are capable
of believing that I had loved Mr. Schöninger. I never did.”
There were times when Honora Pembroke’s soft eyes could give a look that
was almost dazzling in its firm and open clearness; and as she pronounced
these last words, she looked into her companion’s face with such a glance.
Mrs. Gerald rose and walked somewhat impatiently to the window. She had
hoped and expected to startle Honora into some generous expression of
interest in Mr. Schöninger, and to win from her some word of pity and
kindness which, repeated to him, would be like a drop of cooling water in
his fiery trial.
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