The Catholic World, Vol. 21, April, 1875, to September, 1875: A Monthly Magazine of General Literature and ScienceVarious
Religion
The Catholic World, Vol. 21, April, 1875, to September, 1875: A Monthly Magazine of General Literature and Science
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Catholic Church -- Periodicals
As I grew older problems thickened around me, and I often envied the
passive resignation with which so spirited a temperament as my father’s
could find refuge from the exciting questions of the day in the quiet
of his books and favorite pursuits. Coming home from college or from an
occasional excursion into the great world without, Leighstone would seem
to me a hermitage, where life was extinct, and there was room for nothing
save meditation. And there I meditated much, and pondered and read, as I
then thought, deeply. The quaint, old churchyard was my favorite ground
for colloquy with myself, and admirably adapted, with its generations of
silent dead, was it for the purpose. In that very tomb lay bones, once
clothed with flesh, through which coursed lustily blood that had filtered
down through the ages into my veins. In my thoughts I would question
that quiet old Herbert stretched out there on his tomb centuries ago,
and lying so still, with his calm, stony face upturned immovably and
confidently to heaven. The face was not unlike my father’s; Leighstone
folk said it was still more like mine. That Herbert was a Catholic, and
believed earnestly in all that I and my father as earnestly disbelieved.
Was he the worse or the better man for his faith? To what had his faith
led him, and to what had ours led us? What was his faith, and what was
ours? To us he was a superstitious creature, born in dark ages, and the
victim of a cunning priestcraft, that, in the name of heaven, darkened
the minds and hearts of men; while, had he dreamed that a degenerate
child of his would ever, even in after-ages, turn heretic, as he would
say, the probabilities were that in his great-hearted earnestness, had it
rested solely with him, he would rather have ended the line in his own
person than that such disgrace should ever come upon it. The man who in
his day had dared tell him that flesh of his would ever revile the church
in which he believed, and the Sacrament which he adored, would likely
enough have been piously knocked on the head for his pains. What a puzzle
it all was! Could a century or two make all this difference in the manner
of regarding the truths on which men professed to bind their hopes of an
eternal hereafter?
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