The Catholic World, Vol. 21, April, 1875, to September, 1875: A Monthly Magazine of General Literature and ScienceVarious
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The Catholic World, Vol. 21, April, 1875, to September, 1875: A Monthly Magazine of General Literature and Science
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“I know it, I can believe it,” replied Raymond; “but nevertheless the
spring of youth remains. It only wants the help of time to heal its
wounds and restore its power of working and enjoying.”
The young man shook his head incredulously.
“You don’t believe it yet; but you will find it out by-and-by,” insisted
Raymond; “that is, if you wish it and strive for it. We are most of us
asleep until sorrow wakes us up and stings us into activity; then we
begin to live really, and to work.”
“Then I’m afraid I have been awakened to no purpose,” remarked Clide
rather bitterly. “I certainly have not begun to work.”
“Perhaps unawares you have all this time been preparing yourself for
work--for some appointed task that you would never have been fitted for
without the experiences of the last years.”
“Well, perhaps you are right,” assented his companion. They walked on
through the flower-beds for a few moments without speaking. Then Raymond
broke the silence: “Why should you go away again, wandering about the
Continent, and indulging in morbid memories, when you have such a
noble mission before you at home! Youth, intelligence, and a splendid
patrimony--what a field of usefulness lies before you! Is it permitted
to leave any field untilled when the laborers are so few?” The same
thought had occurred to Clide during the last twenty-four hours with
a persistency that he was not very earnest in repelling. “Indulging
in morbid memories!” That was what his step-mother was now constantly
reproaching him with. He resented it from her; but Raymond did not excite
his resentment. It was too much as if a father were expostulating with
his son. The paternal tone of the remonstrance called, moreover, for
fuller confidence on his part, and, yielding to the fascination of the
sympathy that was drawing him on and on, he resolved there and then to
give it. He told M. de la Bourbonais the history of his life from the
beginning: his loveless childhood, his boyhood, starved of all spiritual
food, his youth’s wild passion, the loneliness of his later years, and
his present dissatisfied longings. He laid bare all that inner life he
had never unfolded to any human being before. It was a touching and
desolate picture enough, and one that called out Raymond’s tenderest
interest and compassion. He listened to the story with that breathless,
undivided attention that made Sir Simon so delight in him as a listener;
answering by an inarticulate exclamation now and then, interrupting here
and there to put in a question that showed how closely he was following
every turn in the narrative, and how fully and completely he understood
and entered into every phase of feeling the speaker described. When
Clide had finished, he seemed to understand himself better than he had
ever done before. Every question of the listener seemed to throw a new
and stronger light on what he was telling him; it was like a key opening
unexpected mysteries in the past and in his own mind, showing him how
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